HTM SUCK!!

i can die talking to gary.

- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
hey
- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
are worms nice?
nobodys loves me everybody hates me im gonna eat some worms says:
yea
- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
ooo
- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
fried or boiled?
- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
raw?
nobodys loves me everybody hates me im gonna eat some worms says:
you should try some
nobodys loves me everybody hates me im gonna eat some worms says:
gummy

hanjun says the darnest things sometimes.


` j u n says:
wher do u wana study?
- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
i tot they say lib?
` j u n says:
oo
` j u n says:
sch one? o.O
- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
bedok!!
- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
dint you heaR?
- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
hahah
` j u n says:
no leh
` j u n says:
=x
` j u n says:
hehe
- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
what time will you be going to the lib
` j u n says:
ehh.. going sch ard 11... 12 liddat leave for far east...
- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
wahlao auntie
` j u n says:
by 2 shuld be able to reach bedok..
- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
we meeting 10 am leh
` j u n says:
wah this one i really didn hear
` j u n says:
tt i tot 2-3 pm
` j u n says:
- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
NO
- p r i n c e m a t o (: says:
that one is supposed to be today
` j u n says:
ooo
` j u n says:
i did heard sth

((: blur queen.

oh man im such a hypocrite. but i only seem to do this to the tp ppl whom i dont like. at least i dont do this to evs ppl or sa ones. ESPECIALLY HTM.

urgh minxing! i need you )):

AND YOU BLOODY BITCH! its 100% your fault that i _______!!! damn you. and now you're trying to shrink your responsibility! fuck. you're lucky i kept cooling my sis and mum and everyone else down or else they're really gonna take you to court.

and why are htm ppl so selfish? you dont see me doing this to emily! i help her when she needs my help. but why dont the rest help me when i need their help? and our cp said this is the real world. fuck. i dont want the real world.

and why are people so grades-oriented? i can count like 10 right now from the class. and suprisingly, ppl always say lingwei this lingwei that, she's not one of the 10. WOW. this means those 10 hide really well eh.

once i leave this bloody course i am so gonna blog about the damn class. i dont care since i dont think i'll see then often in school anymore.

urgh end sem test. hurry up and move your ass. i wanna get out of this shit.

im bored ):

1. Whose picture is it that you keep on your wallet? elvoodoosa! spydee clique gals. s05
2. What time do you go to bed? depends. not v early (:
3. What was the last thing you did before filling this survey? instant msg lingwei
4. Who's the one you always meet the most? juee tan
5. Who's the person you're gonna call if you need help? depends on the type of help needed
6. What's on your mind right now? change course
7. Who's number on your speed dials? none
8. With whom do you wanna be to have fun? elvoodoosa! sa peeps.
9. What movie do u wanna watch now? the devil eats prata. opps sorry. wears prada (: oh and lil man (:
10. When was the last time you went out? just now
11. What do you hate the most for now? the fact that i cnt find a job
12. When was the first time you slept alone? ytd? what a ridiculous ques.
13. What do you wanna do for now? finish this and blog surf
14. What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep at home? WORK. rah
15. What could piss you off? people
16. Fave pet? doggie
17. Colors that make you happy? orange
18. Most fave thing in your room? my bed
19. What was the last thing you bought for your room? er shampoo. but they're not for my room, i simply put the shampoo in my room. counted?
20. Any instruments in your room? i wish to have shena's gorgeous guitar. oh and jialin's in guitar too! and she knows hj and maurice.
21. Do you cook? maggie and veg and campbelle soup. and i can heat stuff. counted? i'll learn soon i promise. not from my mum though
22. Miss someone? yup
23. Plan to buy something? cds and just go on a shopping spree
24. Are you satisfied with your life now? definately not
25. Do you like seafood? quite
26. Breakfast or dinner? all!
27. What do you usually eat for breakfast? milo and bread and sometimes honey stars
28. Did you eat breakfast today? yeah
29. Do you recycle? duh! always
30. Do you have a laptop? yup
31. What's your favorite fast food? uh ljs?
32. Cats or dogs? dogs
33. Salty or sweet? depends
34. City or country? both
35. What's your favorite kind of jeans? hipster. rugged
36. Is kissing normal for your age? i think so
37. Are you athletic? i duno. am i?
38. Do you swear? when pple piss me off
39. Would you ditch your friends for a date? depends on which one was arranged first?
40. Do you have your own cell phone? yeah. it sucks
41. What do you wear to bed? big shirt and underwear
42. Ever had a crush on a teacher? never
43. Coke or pepsi? none. yucks i hate black sort drinks, except root beer
44. Sugar or spice? depends
45. Can you use chopsticks? duh
46. Do you like to read for pleasure? yes duh
47. Do you care about getting good grades? dint, but now i do maybe its cos of the changing course thing, i have to get good grades. but i dont care if ppl are competing
48. Have you ever fallen asleep in class? i think all the time. but resolution for next term is to keep awake no matter how tired i am
49. Get a job or ask your parents for money? depends on for what purpose
50. Is your dad strict? depends
51. Do your parents give you enough privacy? much more than last time
52. Do your parents trust you? i think so
53. Would you trade places (in life) with your best friends? maybe
54. Does your best friend get on your nerves? at times. oh i dont have a bestfriend =(
55. Do you make friends quickly? i can but i choose not to
56. Do you get jealous of your friends? duh. eg: yixiang!
57. Do you tell your mom everything? used to
58. Do you and your parents fight? no im not violent. quarrel yes

tag: gek hj minxing and joelle.

randomness again.

SAD LA. was supposed to go school today for pace dining thingy. but i forgot so i overslept T.T and sorry lichun for pangsehing you. i feel so irresponsible la, and i dint inform rahayu myself. maybe she'll kick me out of pace ): and there goes my 22 bucks, PLUS my chance to see my eyecandy )):

went shopping with jenn gek and jun. supposedly was to just talk over coffee but we ended up shopping. sighs. and we went isetan to try on prom dresses and just to take pic -.- i dint la of course. im so zi bei of my body ): and i think the sales people are pissed at us cos we always take damn long to try and we keep occupying the changing rooms, even when we go out to take other cothes or sizes. oh mygosh ive never felt so bitchy in my entire life :X haha. and i almost said cubicles.

YES AHH. byebye to bcs. hopefully no subpaper for me. i just want a D, considerng that i totally gave up the last 10 marks ques. doubt i'll be able to pass man. i'll have to get like full marks for the front part. argh crap who gives a damn about bcs now.

and fir said that she'll be teaching gek's course int next sem. HAHA gek will get her (: lucky ass.such a nice teacher. pityshe and taitai aint gonna teach us next sem anymore ): unlucky fiona. hahah.

oh yah! our ob got the highest in class! YAYNESS. lingwei and mich are just so pro. thanks to them! and their econs got highest too (:

anw speaking of econs, im still pissed. but i duno how to treat ___. its like he's treating me with kindness dispite the things i do to him. urgh good one, enemy! you're killing me with my own guilt. just like sc did in sec3. haha i should learn from them.

sighs and i still dont know whether to stay in htm or not ): don yeo!! ive never needd you as much.

harry potter ): and i read the half blood prince book again. i really duno if its just me or do everyone feel the same way like me? that kinda shitty feeling when you reach the end of the book or the movie. its so crappy and uncomfortable that i wanna scream and die. much worse than how i feel when im ignored or even when i watch movies like the classic and windstruck or drama serials.

if only im in the magical world. it wouldnt be so political right? and the subjects they study arent as shittty as mine right?

i feel sooooo bad. like everyone hates me. and i seriously dont like msn cos you cnt tell the tone of ppl. so even if they're not angry they might sound like angry to me cos i cnt hear their voices! argh.

@^*&$#$^(($&(#*$&&$^()!(~)*@$&&^

argh gp summative test on tue and i haven start worrying about it. yc's so stressing me up. argh but im not worried about tests and exams, im more worried about projs. mok and taitai are so kong bu.

for the 8747568593821345th time, i am so pissed with that man and woman in the house. WAHLAO NOT MY FAULT RIGHT. everything also scold me. then you come begging me when you need help. and when you wanna buy anything, she's the first person you thought of first. not that i want to think this way, not that i hua zhong you ci. its the truth, fuck.

and i was so looking forward to blog. shit.

unlucky day. but sa you light up my life ((:

today was bad bad bad bad bad bad good good wonderful! then bad bad bad super bad all the way T.T

haha like the confidence level graph. ARGH SHIT why am i thinking of rht again.

okay correction, its plog's model. or whatever. int. and this reminds me. INT TEST TMR! argh and im not prepared a single bit yet )): tmr dont come!

anw i really must talk about today.

first took cab to school and i realised i DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY! argh! so i told the driver i'd go up to withdraw money. and i realised i dint bring nets too! shit. so i called madeline and she helped me pay the cab fare ): but i was going sa later so i went ard borrowing money from rich ppl like charles. haha.

then econs ppt rehearsal. argh dont wanna talk about it. then econs presentation! wth it was also bad la.

okay finally i went to sa. it was sooo hot i could have just died in the heat la. and i was supposed to meet jibin but i was alr running late so i just cabbed down ):

yay here comes the good part. I MET JIBIN ((: haha. long time no see her. then saw alot of ppl too! laopo, ninja turtle, siewjing, melody, jermyn, seng yong, elaine, meilin, weihao, fiona, wanling, maurice, sara, sheryl, DESMOND that shithead, chia, tsura. YAYNESS ((: i love sa! i miss everyone ): and yixiang huajie and peilian those 3 hearltess neh nehs zao right after lect ):

and i seriously think that glenn guy looks super familiar! im pretty sure he's a first intaker but hj and jb dont think so. hmrph or isit de javu again? haha.

then that desmond heartless ass wanted to go gym and he wanted to pang seh me and jb T.T so we just tagged along la anw. the gym stinks! not like sweat kinda stink, but machine stink more like. and i duno why the gym is soo crowded. unlike tp's gym. damn stinky and ulu. and maurice that lameo was inspired by des chia tsura to gym too -.- i wanna gym also la! but i dint bring clothes ):

AND I CNT BELIEVE THAT DES CHIA TSURA MAURICE TERENCE TAY ALL JOINED VBALL!! hahha must be my influence! yays (: ive succeeded!! okay thats so bhb, i should stop.

then hj came to join us and des chia tsura left for trng ): I ALSO WANT TO GO PLAY )): lucky asses. and i want the team sajc shirt ((:

but maurice and terence tay sure cnt get in one! hahah no ball control!

then went for dinner with hj and jb (: and HUAM YIXIANG!! i wanna scold you alr. how come daddy is the last to know!! hahah! and i cnt stop laughing at the fact that he and ______ are together!! oh my gosh!! my son has grown up (:

okay then its byebye sa alr )): and cos its damn late and im bloody tired with all the heavy stuff, i cabbed back again T.T thats like 3 cabs in a day. CRIES. then i dint have enough money again! so i asked the uncle to stop halfway at the time when it just exactly reaches my cai can (i counted the money first) and then i had to walk all the way back T.T

i spent like almost 40 bucks on cab today! :X kong bu!! plus food and misc stuff, i think about 60? SHIT LA i need a car! or a job. or both.

alrights, off to int! all the best to me (:

roar. randomness.

im crashing sa tmr!! haha finally (: at the expense of rht and compulsory bcs REVISION lect. hey but im a guai kia so i did my own make up lects okay.

and so im halfway thru deciding if i shd quit htm or not. weini says yes, jessine says no. both are so experience! who should i listen to? ):

but no matter what, i wont be going back sa. 99.999% confidence level (RHT!!) i mean its my dear friends that made me wanna go back. and its almost impossible to join the 2006 intake now, like they alr took their common tests, alevel chinese list and oral.. AND im not going to wait another year to join the 2007 intake. partially is because of face. but the most impt reason is, i wont be with my cg and og anymore. like you want me to go around hugging the j2s?

whatever it is, thank you, sajc, for the wonderful memories (: things will never go back to what it was like before, but i'll hold everything close to my heart. happiness is always short isnt it. but its only when it hurts then you know that what youve felt is true.

and i dint treasure my sec sch clique, nor s05. i just hate being ignored. and now this freaking h02 class.

i caused everything upon myself, so i shouldnt push the blame to anyone else.

there's econs due tmr! and the ppt is no where to be seen. not to mention int report due on fri PLUS int test on fri also! and and! gp summative test on tue ): when there is absoultely no time to study for either of the tests, or even to do the projs ): damned. and here i am wasting my time doing this.

but i wanted to say. WTH IS WRONG WITH PPLE FROM __?! urgh why are they all so rude and ungrateful! grrr

let me survive the econs presentation and int and gp summative test! i know nuts about oligopoly and whole of int and gp ):

after tuition with weini ytd, we had a good talk. i mean on my course thingy. and she agrees that im such a poor thing ): now i have someone else to lament over my lousy life with (: and hen she encouraged me to change course, like since i really dont like htm. PLUS im not gonna work in hotel in future anyway.

you always hear ppl saying how fun htm is, THINK AGAIN. how fun can it be in such a political place? like the politicalest of the politicalest.

now my only choice is to stay in htm and work in airport, or change course to sci BY OCT!! then go uni then NIE then be chem teacher (:

oh gosh, typical gemini! cnt make up my mind + jack of all trades, but master at none )):

okay so now i really need to go back evs to see don yeo. i need his advice ):

i realised its not a good thing to cry at night, cos although my eyes werent red or swollen this morning, they freaking hurt like crazy! ouch, i felt like i got punched. although i duno what being punched feels like haha.

okay my tv is calling me again (: and i shall be prepared to sleep like 2am again. freaking econs ppt MAKER!

*reminder

*reminder to self: blog about
` og16 birthday (:
` outing with s05 (:
` evs (:
` freaking h02