Wednesday, 21 December 2005

what?

Wednesday, 21 December 2005
urgh 1 month of holiday wasted. gone just like that. sighs.

2 more months to go!

i dont feel like going for first 3 months leh. i dont wanna go alone :( shall see if anyone got into mj or not. or if my appeal fail i shall go to school with yishao's friend.

and wth. singapore is so darn small. yishao knows esther! haha then when i told him im her cousin, hes so skeptical. until i told him abt her bro. lol.

yane's working. poor thing. her manager damn suck one. then everyday she'll be complaining. and her manager is a shim. haha.

HAHA lyana quit her job!! her manager deserved it. huo gai ah. who ask her so racist dont wanna hire me. and she quitted cos she cant stand the customer. huo gai ah!! she dint even think of the job scoop before she even signed up. she wanted the damn job just because she's in love with the bimbo manager. (im not saying shes pretty. im just saying shes stupid.)

i should cut my nails. they're so long now that im typing with my nails not my fingers.

okay thats very random.

yane is lame la. she ask me to teach her how to show attitude to her manager. haha i duno la. its a natural thing to me me. im an attitude queen (: anw that time that bitch at DW (jinshan or what shit la) also kena my attitude. and i bet she complained to jiaxiang! no wonder he dint call yane or me :( what a bitch.

hospi hospi hospi.

hey im losing my touch alr la. my blogging skills i mean. my entries are getting randomer and randomer. if there is such a word.

and look at my paragraphs. getting shorter. and shorter.

and shorter.

im just typing shit la.

okay bye shithole.

Monday, 12 December 2005

back from genting

Monday, 12 December 2005
wheez back at home finally! went genting with 4 of my father's friends' families. so yupp classified under family friends :D but anw since we know everyone so its fun!

the bus ride was torturous, the driver was in a bad mood so he drove verrrryy slowly. like move jerk stop move jerk stop. sighs. 2 hours to go up the mountain -.-

highlight of the trip was the outdoor themepark! rides were fun, queues were long and boring. but thanks to meixuan, we learnt a new game, heart attack using scissors paper stone. so its like for every queue, we'll play in a circle. it was quite a sight la, seeing 4 teenagers and 3 grown ups stacking their hands and moving up the queue with the hands remained stacked.

the best ride was the space shot, although we dint get to ride it. shall attempt to explain later. anw, space shot is this 12 seater thing which shoots up like 12 floors up high, then decend down at 10 m/s^2, free fall that is. so its like a split second kinda thing. do your physics.

so naturally, we'll save the best for the last. just as we queued for 2 hours, it started to rain. and its like 20 more pple to our turn! what the hell. so fukang and desmond went to ask the person in charge and he said the ride is closed. -faint-

okay sth amazing, i got sun burn in genting. lol yane said maybe because genting's so high up thats why the uv rays reach us faster. btw linqi got it too, not just me. so im not the only lobster! but meixuan ee suan, norman and kang ting dint get it. and edmund and desmond got TANNED instead of burn :( unfair. fiona and fukang were the reddest! lobster overcooked.

the meals were okay la, but all they ordered was meat and more meat. so dint eat chicken all the way until the last day :( okay la maybe burger king was counted.

at night, the adults went to casino so the rest of us played taidee. edmund taught us something stupid. its like according the who wins the game first. so the winner is president, vice president, ... , pimp, prostitute and ASSHOLE! at first meixuan and fiona were the pimp and prostitute then somehow everyone got to be assholes. i duno la, but when we first heard of it everyone were laughing like mad, so its another you've-gotta-be-there kinda thing.

then we played idiot too. once only, but the idiot is desmond. lol.

the pple in genting are really horrible. the way they smoke's really like choo choo train. every 10 steps you see a smoker so no matter how fresh the air supposingly is, its still polluted.

but the best thing about genting is the clouds and mist. its like you can see half your body covered with mist. so cool.

so the bus ride back was better, but the jam at causeway was horrible. 1/2 hour we only moved 1 lamp post distance.

woo so that ends the genting adventure!

these few days were really hectic. busy finding jobs. actually found one, but ay, dont talk about it. going for another interview later. hope i get it. if not, i really want kuali!! doggie, lets cross our fingers and hope kuali calls us!!

shit my skin is peeling now, i desperately need my lotion.

off for skin care time! :(

Sunday, 27 November 2005

regret

Sunday, 27 November 2005
the last day of my secondary school life. and i actually spent it by regretting.

i regretted listening to yane to spend 60 dumb bucks on the freaking costume.

i regretted wasting 20 bucks looking horrible in the damn thick make up.

but most of all i regretted not having enjoyed my 4 years in evs.

i know its not use lamenting over my pathetic life but then again its my blog and you cant stop me from doing it.

actually i wouldnt have felt that gan kai wan duan then if it werent for her. why did she have to talk to me? why did she have to talk to me? i went toilet and i almost cried but i told myself i cant. i promised not to cry over her again. but then, i realised how much i missed her. no matter how hard i try, no matter how much i lie. eventually, i still cant deny my feelings.

there. you won. totally. isnt that what both of yall wished for all along? to replace me? now you did it. congrats.

came back from malaysia. and i cant believe they're such hypocrites. and me too. argh and she still have the nerve to ask me to teach her p and c. wth. she'll rmbr this. but thank goodness the relatives were hospitable. and despite me hating malaysia so much, i felt quite sad when we were about to leave muar.

i promised to live a new life when i entered evs but guess i still couldnt escape from fate. i still suffered the same way i did in prisch. i swear im not going to let the same thing happen to me in jc/poly. never again. im gonna start afresh and forget the unhappiness.

but right now i dont even have the courage to go for 6/1 chalet. jialin joan and kelvin all asked me to go but i know i'll definately be left out there. like they have at least 1 person whos in the same sec school as them (except for zhong xian but i dont think he's even going in the first place) and im like so alone. maybe i should get back my money from kelvin and tell yize jialin chenkai im not going alr.

argh shit me. why am i such a weakling.

Tuesday, 8 November 2005

screwed ss.

Tuesday, 8 November 2005
wah pissed off by some pple. -roll eyes-

originality. ha! cant believe you did that. thought you were the closest to me and yet you did this. but wells, i cant choose. too bad for me i guess. and lucky for you.

paradise! yes 10 more days!! cool. but for now, gotta chiong esp geog and phy! crazy, 3 papers in a day?

ss was damn suck. maybe to me la. cos i dint study venice :X damn regret. but did sri lanka anw. although 2nd ques totally blank for me. just crapped ard. and i think i did badly for source based, lotsa false matching :X but heck la. ss was never my strongest subject. right now i just wanna score for my chem! show it to donyeo that i can do better than seumas! then maybe that'll change his mind?

then i'll have to start from now. off to geog!

environmental rocks but its damn heavy. shit. development or environment?

Monday, 24 October 2005

chem prac tmr :(

Monday, 24 October 2005
argh i wanna sue the yong bao ming tian scriptwriter! copyright ah! he/she stole my idea! cos when i was young i had this story in mind like this lady, she has some sort of congenial disease then nobody can donate the organ to her except 1 of her friend but the thing is they are not related. so her friend will marry her and donate the organ to her! shit la the scriptwriter! now i dont have any nice stories to write when i become a scriptwriter alr. and it was the best story i came up with! not that the rest are not nice la.

chem prac tmr :( and my hands are shivering now alr. too nervous i guess :(

the teachers are quite nice actually, they all offered us umbrellas especially during the rainy season now. like mrs mok and mr yeo. but i dont dare to borrow from mr yeo alr cos his umbrella super ultimate kuku one :P

argh im getting all the stress from everyone. like thay all expect me to maintain my standard or even get full marks. shit la.

flora's comfirm going rj leh. so cool. and her L1R5 is like below 10 lor. damn cool.

gtg stupid sis wanna play maple :(

byebye.

Sunday, 23 October 2005

wishlist

Sunday, 23 October 2005
- ashlee simpson's album
- mayday's album
- box with proper lock
- tarepanda!
- fox/nb/TOPSHOP jacket!
- kino membership card
- forever 21/topshop accesories
- green sport shoes
- adidas shoes
- lime green clearfile
- MORE JEANS
- douyu 2 vcd
- white polo tee
- black pants
- brown pants
- white pants
- dirty dancing 2 vcd
- mean girls vcd
- k750i!!
- ipod nano!!
- olympus miu mini!!
- ferrarri laptop!!
- us to be back to normal
- happiness

sorry seems to be the hardest word.

ahhahahaha im so in love with ron ng!! ah he's soooooo cute! :D and he just signed a contract with some record company. hahaa cnt wait for his album :D

oh yummy yummy is so damn nice. i thought it'll be all about food but no. turns out its actually a show about friendship. even the theme song is nice :D

sth funny happened on thurs lunch with qs and mr yeo.

the 3 of us ordered chicken rice and i think qs ordered an extra bowl of rice. then he offered to mr yeo and mr yeo pushed it back. then it was like you eat la, no you eat! that kinda thing. i was thinking its like a game of table tennis :D then they finally agreed to share -.-

and the 3 of us have the same way of eating chicken rice. haha i just thought it was amusing. but the more amusing thing was when we were ordering drinks. qs ordered first so he said teh c then it was my turn teh c beng then mr yeo teh beng. i know it might not sound funny but its like a you-should-have-been-there kinda thing.

THEN! cos ms tan asked us to help her buy teh o back to school. then when we reached coffee shop we forgot what she wanted. teh o or teh c. then mr yeo said that most prob its teh o la. then qs and i keep teasing him. lol mr yeo is so funny.

then francis teo asked mr yeo to buy chicken rice back for him. the auntie said mei you ji xong le leh. zhi you ji tui he ji wei. so mr yeo ordered ji tui. then i told him why give him ji tui? give him ji wei ma! best is give ji bi gu. then mr yeo lol and threatened to tell him. then he dapaoed chinese tea for him too so i asked why the colour so weird one? and mr yeo said is chinese tea. then i told him no wonder la. weird teacher drink weird tea. and he threatened me somemore :(

mr yeo is nice la. we sort of had a career talk. haha but i dint think it was enough cos we had to go back soon COS OF FRANCIS TEO'S CHICKEN RICE :( tsk him la.

but anyway it was a day i really enjoyed. crapping with the jialun hamham loi qs sc they all.

ive strained my eyes alot today. sighs.

i want mayday's album!

i know i wont miss my classmates or even my schoolmates. there's no one worth missing at all. i mean so what if i miss them. they all have their own cliques and all. and now maybe i dont feel a thing at all. too numb i guess. and i wont pretend like i care anymore.

i did this quiz on a mag at a clinic. its like to find out which clique you belong to. theres the outcaster, the popular kids, the geeky nerds and the mischief makers. and guess which one i belong to. i thought i'd be the outcaster but turns out im a mischief maker! haha.

something happened which made me thought of the 2 of them. WHY IS EVERYONE SO BITCHY AND SCHEMING AND ALL. URGH.

give up. and im off to mug. byebye.

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