i hate this place

school sucks. that explains my email add. not gon change it cos i still do.

cnt believe sooo much things happened ever since day 1. keep it up and i'll really die by month end.


so stay tuned to see if i do. btw, love yall. in case i die.

cold feet

whee. bought luggage and finally borrowed the jacket from charles.

so im left with thermal wear and daily necessities i guess. groans. not to mention the packing. oh and electrical appliances? ):


les and peanut left for commando this morn. aw, couldnt attend the farewell dinner ytd. sorry! anw hope that they both dont faint in camp. guess i can only see them in dec. oh wells. theres always msn and skype.


busy busy! the past 2 weeks, met up with emily, mich, woonyah, jun, tonberry, mengyun, cuzzies, 7princesses, charles, jm and weini. meeting the og clique, von, anna yane winnie loi hamham, weiting ellen, mon maddy grace, and the freshies soon! aw shucks. i'll fucking miss them all ):



i guess ive found the cause of my frequent migraines. went to the doc's the other day cos i was so freaking paranoid abt it, thought it was meningitis or sth. hhaha she agreed that i was. paranoid, i mean. then she asked if i was depressed or stressed. and i said no. so she gave me some medication and sure enough, my migraines stopped.

but ytd, it came back! because i started fretting over the major and minor modules once kahang called. conclusion: the cause of the migraines is worrying )): which is somewhat stress i guess. because i have a different defination of stress altogether. thats why i used to say that ive never encoutered stress in my entire life. only worrying, pekcek-ness and lack of time. yea which sooooooo doesnt spell stress.



okay okay alot to do. tuition in 30mins time. better get going. shall update again :D

FAT

june is a gain-weight month. so many birthdays / farewell meetups. my weight is inversely proportionate to my wallet now ):

speaking of birthdays. the dumb things that ppl do when they're drunk. tsk tsk.



glad that our 88 bucks was appreciated (:



went out with emily on thur. oh man i realised our thinkings are very similar. another alike point.

anw meeting with tiny michelle soon :D hahah that suayster kena quarantined. hopefully she'll be able to join emily and i for kbox :D



[edit] oh my god this is freakayyy. i went to emily's blog after blogging and she was just saying the same thing as me hahaha. abt being alike. oh man. [/edit]

grow, hair, grow.

yay visa done. next stop: buy luggage!

hey there stop laughing at me

i duno why ppl like charles and xl have to keep suaning me abt watching disney channel. gek does it too!

i dont find it chilidish at all. i mean, programmes like cory in the house, the suite life, waverly place and hannah montana are perfectly fine sitcoms which i think no other sitcoms can beat them, period.

and, dcoms like hatching pete, camp rock, high school musical and jump in are great movies that really teach us values that most of the time, slip out minds due to our hectic lives or we usually neglect them because we're so full of ourselves. and i still insist its technology's fault, this explains why.

(digressing abit, technology does suck because i duno what on earth happened to our irritating wireless. if i get a dollar for every curse fiona and i utter, i'll be able to buy a mini cooper s. make that a blue one.)

not forgetting movies like meet the robinsons, finding nemo, ratatoullie (i think its spelt this way right, wireless gone mad, cnt google) and chicken little too. no doubt they are cartoons that ppl usually say wahlao waste money go cinema watch cartoon, they really teach us alot of stuff. true, they're more for kids who need the teaching, but dont deny that some of us grown ups need to be taught these values too!

anw, i watched minutemen ytd and it really taught me alot of things.the ppl ard me shd know that i am forever regretting this and that. and if i had a super power, it'll be time travel. perhaps the biggest mistake in my life is not staying in sajc. but after watching minutemen, i finally learnt to look on the bright side. if i had never left sajc, if i had never entered tp, if i had never joined iguides, i'd never have gotten to know the bestest friends i got to know in poly.

hanjun . emily . serena . tonberry . 7 princesses . pst clique . love yall <3

不在乎天长地久， 只在乎曾经拥有。



at times when i feel dejected or lost and the world seems to come tumbling down on me, a disney channel movie can remind me of my goals and get me up on my feet. when im feeling pessimistic or super emo, a disney channel sitcom can throw all my worries away like a throw cushion and set me rolling on the floor laughing till bedtime. thats why i dont mind staying up till 12.30am just to catch jason dolley jamming in the white house (:



so YOU! stop critising me and my channel 33. pass me the remote btw thanks.

keep moving foward.

一颗诡计多端的心

wahlao whatever la. dont think i dont know your motive.



loser

a dream is a wish your heart makes. NOT.

i had a nightmare ):


nothing new, but this one was particularly disturbing. because it could cost me a whooping sgd 200k and 4 yrs of my youth. damn it.

i'd dreamt that everyone was telling me how unsuitable forensics and criminology is for me and that i should be in screen and sound instead, since ive alr gotten into murdoch. like even that random manicurist in my dream! gosh. it woke me up and i rushed to switch on my com and scan through murdoch websites to check for loopholes hahah. so that i can kinda minor in screen and sound or sth.


ive been having these kinda dreams lately. as in i end up dreaming abt my worries. the day before, i was just printing out all the modular stuff cos my dad was forcing me to clear my books. so i had to see the modules that i'd be taking in order for me to obey him. then i started to get worried cos the modules all kinda suck for criminology. then again, kahang switched courses because she dint wanna do the molecular stuff for forensics, and me neither. so i started worrying.

which triggered the dream.



anyways my hypothesis is: i'll probably end up in screen and sound instead of forensics and criminology.

evidence 1
the day before the start of kids fiesta, i was worrying abt ppl from dance seeing jun and i. and i dreamt that alice saw us that night! true enough, the next day, edwin saw us at causeway point ):

evidence 2
the day before grad convo, i was worrying that i'd trip and fall and every other thing that can go wrong. so i dreamt that the freaking convo started 2 hours earlier and the parents all hadnt came so its was just us graduands -.- aannnddd i almost tripped and fell the next day while going back to my seat from the stage ):

results:
1. i worry
2. i dream
3. it comes true

so conclusion, yea my hypothesis will prolly come true.



you can argue that its psychological (i kinda agree, will explain later) but how do you explain the appearance of edwin! huh huh huh!


i agree that its psychological because:
1. i was thinking of the dream i had during convo so thats prolly why i almost tripped and fell
2. i was watching food boy on disney channel last night before sleep and watching the credits made me go aww if only im on the credits roll

(shit i realise that i keep talking in point form nowadays. even when im talking to tonberry or jun. sheeesh im turning into a report. look what tp's done to me.)


oh speaking oh the credits roll, there were some very funny stuff i saw.

mustard viscosity (there was hell load of mustard in that show) - a couple of guys with no idea

food fight cleanup - pretty much everyone on set



so i emailed the admission office regarding my concern. and this is what i get.

Thanks for your email. The Prospective Students & Admissions Office is currently moving location. Please expect a delay with replies to your messages. We thank you for your patience.

The Admissions Team




thanks alot.



if only i can get the best of both worlds ):