thanks charles, tionghan, wengtat, fukang, melvin, chenghar, emily, ying, huimin, sharon, justina, kahang, gek and ishie. although advices and suggestions dont really work on me, im sorry that i forgot them all, but still, i appreciate them (: they made me feel alot better.
im lucky in a way. just that when i think of it..
i heard someone saying this just now at the library. if given a choice, i'd rather die of cancer than a car accident. okaaaayy. i'll rather die of a car accident la. at least the ppl ard me would treasure me more.
my dad asked me if i wanna go further my studies overseas in future. if he had asked me 3 months ago, i would have rejected. but now, i really feel like flying off straight away.
charles: cliques narrow your social circle
okay, i shall look at it in a brighter way (:
on a hapier note,
samuel [ SMILE! ] says:
I AM CLEAN CAN
omg. clean sounds, wrong.
the love story of the century. omg. treasure her la, silly.
Monday, 9 July 2007
Sunday, 8 July 2007
faith.
Sunday, 8 July 2007
fcuk. i freaking wanna watch transformers can.
yt joyce xiu yh.
wen.
ym mich.
km jo gx.
hui.
dok.
juan jb.
regi kel.
ellen wt pei.
tonberry.
forget it. ive lost that faith alr.
once is bad enough. twice is traumatising. the tenth time is fcuk shit. i need psychotrophics.
tell me, does the problem lie with me?or is it just fate?
and still, im just a kid.
yt joyce xiu yh.
wen.
ym mich.
km jo gx.
hui.
dok.
juan jb.
regi kel.
ellen wt pei.
forget it. ive lost that faith alr.
once is bad enough. twice is traumatising. the tenth time is fcuk shit. i need psychotrophics.
tell me, does the problem lie with me?
and still, im just a kid.
Friday, 6 July 2007
chankameng sucks
Friday, 6 July 2007
yesaaahh organic chem done. marketing left. which shdnt be a feat now that ive scaled oc proj. blah but it was thanks to chengy lynn clemmy and shai. haha it was nice working with them! hope dr ong'll put us back into the same group for instrumental analysis next year. hahah pia PIA. thats funny.
omg lynn's going mad. she's sitting opp me, reading half blood prince and laughing to herself. okay, maybe she's too happy that the project's finally over. but hey! she's reading my autobiography ((:
sth happened during puo today. cos it was 1045 alr, 15 mins to plm. and we've alr finished topic 4's lect. but chankameng wanted to continue to topic 5. so we had a small discussion.
chan: class, do yall still wanna continue with topic 5?
us: noooooooooooo (deep and low voice)
chan: okay so we'll go summarise what we've learnt today for topic 4.
us: noooooooooooo (deep and low voice)
chan: then do yall rmbr about the tutorial quiz next week?
us: noooooooooooo (deep and low voice)
chan: rmbr to study for topic 3 okay?
us: noooooooooooo (deep and low voice)
chan: and try the examples before 3.6 okay?
us: noooooooooooo (deep and low voice)
and i swear he hates me. serious. i can see the hatred in his eyes.
he scolds me for every single thing.
he scolds me when i eat.
he scolds me when i put my leg on the chair.
he scolds me when i nv sign my attendance.
he scolds me when i handed in my pract lab report.
he scolds me when i ask charles questions.
he scolds me when i put my head on the table.
he scolds me when i borrow notes from charles.
he scolds me when i photocopy the steam tables from esther.
he scolds me as and when he likes.
he scolds me whenever he can.
he scolds me just because he hates me.
i swear that if he has magic, he'll torture me like what snape does to harry. roar.
he's a freaking lazy teacher. the laziest one and ever get. ive nv seen a lazier teacher than him. oh wait, is he even qualified to be labelled as one?
which teacher procastinates marking stuff, even quizzes and pract from long long time ago?
which teacher pushes every job to the lab assistant while he himself sits down there and read?
which teacher gives every lame excuse just not to stay back after his given time slot to teach someone who has missed the lecture because she had to go for another lecture at the same time?
which teacher awards full marks to anyone who never attempted the question just because there was a mistake in it, while pinalizing those who did?
which teacher abuses his power by scolding someone he hates when he feels like it?
i seriously swear that he goes home at like 4pm everyday. fcuk it.
and he's so gross that even when he tried contacts and gelling his hair (note the gel, NOT wax), the whole class almost puked. what, is he getting a 2nd wife or sth? oh wait, you mean he's even married?
i swear i did not copy and paste the above words. i typed them out slowly one by one. i mean every word i say, with my sweat and blood. hahaah okay maybe not much.
reuben just did sth lame. omg omg i cnt stop laughing.
alrights, off to hap lect! i dont heart circulatory system ):
omg lynn's going mad. she's sitting opp me, reading half blood prince and laughing to herself. okay, maybe she's too happy that the project's finally over. but hey! she's reading my autobiography ((:
sth happened during puo today. cos it was 1045 alr, 15 mins to plm. and we've alr finished topic 4's lect. but chankameng wanted to continue to topic 5. so we had a small discussion.
chan: class, do yall still wanna continue with topic 5?
us: noooooooooooo (deep and low voice)
chan: okay so we'll go summarise what we've learnt today for topic 4.
us: noooooooooooo (deep and low voice)
chan: then do yall rmbr about the tutorial quiz next week?
us: noooooooooooo (deep and low voice)
chan: rmbr to study for topic 3 okay?
us: noooooooooooo (deep and low voice)
chan: and try the examples before 3.6 okay?
us: noooooooooooo (deep and low voice)
and i swear he hates me. serious. i can see the hatred in his eyes.
he scolds me for every single thing.
he scolds me when i eat.
he scolds me when i put my leg on the chair.
he scolds me when i nv sign my attendance.
he scolds me when i handed in my pract lab report.
he scolds me when i ask charles questions.
he scolds me when i put my head on the table.
he scolds me when i borrow notes from charles.
he scolds me when i photocopy the steam tables from esther.
he scolds me as and when he likes.
he scolds me whenever he can.
he scolds me just because he hates me.
i swear that if he has magic, he'll torture me like what snape does to harry. roar.
he's a freaking lazy teacher. the laziest one and ever get. ive nv seen a lazier teacher than him. oh wait, is he even qualified to be labelled as one?
which teacher procastinates marking stuff, even quizzes and pract from long long time ago?
which teacher pushes every job to the lab assistant while he himself sits down there and read?
which teacher gives every lame excuse just not to stay back after his given time slot to teach someone who has missed the lecture because she had to go for another lecture at the same time?
which teacher awards full marks to anyone who never attempted the question just because there was a mistake in it, while pinalizing those who did?
which teacher abuses his power by scolding someone he hates when he feels like it?
i seriously swear that he goes home at like 4pm everyday. fcuk it.
and he's so gross that even when he tried contacts and gelling his hair (note the gel, NOT wax), the whole class almost puked. what, is he getting a 2nd wife or sth? oh wait, you mean he's even married?
i swear i did not copy and paste the above words. i typed them out slowly one by one. i mean every word i say, with my sweat and blood. hahaah okay maybe not much.
reuben just did sth lame. omg omg i cnt stop laughing.
alrights, off to hap lect! i dont heart circulatory system ):
Sunday, 1 July 2007
- Hurt
Sunday, 1 July 2007
im damn scared that i'll become like you. how, omg.
oh and i wanted to say that cross road thing too! *gushes*
went to christina aguilera's back to basics concert with gek just now (: yayness. thanks to paul. but duno why he gave he tix away for free. but not as if they're very good seats. oh i shdnt be complaining :X
my god. she rocks man. voice is damn power, waaay diff from her album.
cya. talked talked and talked with serena and cailing. love my sunday girls (: and serena goh guizhen my darling sister ((:
anw, why is it always me who's doing the talking? initiative appreciated thank you very much. here i am trying so hard but you're doing nothing. forget it.
Hurt - Christina Aguilera
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
i knew this will happen. but i kept consoling myself that things would change. but now that this thing occurred, im sure that, we'lll never be back to normal again.
oh and i wanted to say that cross road thing too! *gushes*
went to christina aguilera's back to basics concert with gek just now (: yayness. thanks to paul. but duno why he gave he tix away for free. but not as if they're very good seats. oh i shdnt be complaining :X
my god. she rocks man. voice is damn power, waaay diff from her album.
cya. talked talked and talked with serena and cailing. love my sunday girls (: and serena goh guizhen my darling sister ((:
anw, why is it always me who's doing the talking? initiative appreciated thank you very much. here i am trying so hard but you're doing nothing. forget it.
Hurt - Christina Aguilera
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
i knew this will happen. but i kept consoling myself that things would change. but now that this thing occurred, im sure that, we'lll never be back to normal again.
Tuesday, 12 June 2007
i wanna see my eye candy ((:
Tuesday, 12 June 2007
heh im finally blogging. opps sorry emily and anna! but shucks im not supposed to be blogging now so please petend you never saw this post :X
anw thoughout the period when i couldnt blog, things were terrible, horrible, unbearable and whatever-ble.
1. all of a sudden i was yr2 BUT still a freshie with how many subjects to handle.
2. then all of a sudden, i was made secretary of elf and all of a sudden i had so much responsibilities to handle.
3. and in a blink of an eye, it was mid-sems. with projects going on and elf to handle. gah i almost died.
4. and simultaneously, tonberry had so much trouble going on.
sighs, its a wonder i survived.
anyway, elaboration time.
oltc
super fun! i love my fellow OLs and log and whoever. it was seriously better than tpsu otc. like waaaaayy better. and thanks to ruby, lulu, junjie and my angel weng tat, i survived the 2 torturous night walks.
fow/foc
i did something really stupid and only ____ knew about it. but thank god he doesnt know the whole story so even if he DID say it out, no one knows whats was going on anw.
anw 6 days gone like that. when we finally met up with tonberry, MY DARLING MICHELLE GOT ATTACHED WITH THE DELICIOUS PEANUT! haha what a cute couple (:
asc orientation
heh heh i love my freshies (: although they dont really love me back equally much. but yea, they were fun! and im taking csas1 with them. same class! woots. and ppl like tionghan yaoli guoxiang kk wendy and many others were nice cos they always lend me their notes and tutorial to copy. and wengtat helps me do tutorials! ahah opps i hope dr lim doesnt see this :X
so im taking hap biochem csas1 oc2 plm puo now. wow thats tough.
elf
RAH im kinda sick of the management. and i dont wanna repeat this over and over again. ive cried over this a few times and no doubt ive felt much better but they had to keep doing this! sheesh.
mid-sems
wah oc2 is really gone shit. pia-ing hap was a mistake but i guess if i dint, i would have regretted as well ): plm was kns. who on earth in the right mind would set a business subject to a science format?!?! RAH. and not to mention puo. shdnt have made that puzzle thing for tonberry, but then again, seeing their touched faces was worth it. but thanks to wengtat, ruby, mich and les for tuitioning me for mid-sems.
ish's birthday celebration
went to ruby's house the night before to buy food and stuff. but we were too slow in preparing the food for the next morning so we all ended up celebrating at ruby's house instead. sorry ish!
og birthday
16 june! yayness. og 16 is finally 2 yrs old ((: so the whole family came except sheryl, minx and daniel jiejie who is in camp T.T and sorry doggie son neighbour and bff for being so late :X anw we went to that jap restaurant beside billy bombers at marina for dinner. then doggie and i bought a slice of cake for us all. hahaha but no lighter! so macho neighbour went to "borrow" from a waiter.
then we went to sit down and talk after dinner. haha its like orientation all over again ((: i miss them alot! and they're lucky that they're still so close among themselves. sighs.its destined.
oh! and i saw eric korkor's neoprint in that neoprint mach in the arcade! ahaha he's so dead (:
anw im thinking of changing server. kinda sick of blogger. and now that everyone's using the new internet explorer, scripts arent workable anymore. not that i mind though. just hope that people wont start complaining.
and i duno why everything changed so fast. in like, just a week!
i realised some ppl are so oblivious to their surroundings. like how we have never seen each other before even though we've been in the same lt for 6 mths, or in everyone else's case, 1 yr. haha it was surprising when we all felt the same way. and just like how oblivious you are to the situation now.
but im always wrong. im still not seeing any changes in yall.
i wanna go back sa! sobs. and i wanna see him ((:
i duno how yall can treat this as a joke. i really meant it, but yall arent taking it seriously. yea maybe its just me making a mountain out of the molehill. and since yall dont care. if yall are happy with the current situation then im fine with it as well.
its not important anymore, anyway.
anw thoughout the period when i couldnt blog, things were terrible, horrible, unbearable and whatever-ble.
1. all of a sudden i was yr2 BUT still a freshie with how many subjects to handle.
2. then all of a sudden, i was made secretary of elf and all of a sudden i had so much responsibilities to handle.
3. and in a blink of an eye, it was mid-sems. with projects going on and elf to handle. gah i almost died.
4. and simultaneously, tonberry had so much trouble going on.
sighs, its a wonder i survived.
anyway, elaboration time.
oltc
super fun! i love my fellow OLs and log and whoever. it was seriously better than tpsu otc. like waaaaayy better. and thanks to ruby, lulu, junjie and my angel weng tat, i survived the 2 torturous night walks.
fow/foc
i did something really stupid and only ____ knew about it. but thank god he doesnt know the whole story so even if he DID say it out, no one knows whats was going on anw.
anw 6 days gone like that. when we finally met up with tonberry, MY DARLING MICHELLE GOT ATTACHED WITH THE DELICIOUS PEANUT! haha what a cute couple (:
asc orientation
heh heh i love my freshies (: although they dont really love me back equally much. but yea, they were fun! and im taking csas1 with them. same class! woots. and ppl like tionghan yaoli guoxiang kk wendy and many others were nice cos they always lend me their notes and tutorial to copy. and wengtat helps me do tutorials! ahah opps i hope dr lim doesnt see this :X
so im taking hap biochem csas1 oc2 plm puo now. wow thats tough.
elf
RAH im kinda sick of the management. and i dont wanna repeat this over and over again. ive cried over this a few times and no doubt ive felt much better but they had to keep doing this! sheesh.
mid-sems
wah oc2 is really gone shit. pia-ing hap was a mistake but i guess if i dint, i would have regretted as well ): plm was kns. who on earth in the right mind would set a business subject to a science format?!?! RAH. and not to mention puo. shdnt have made that puzzle thing for tonberry, but then again, seeing their touched faces was worth it. but thanks to wengtat, ruby, mich and les for tuitioning me for mid-sems.
ish's birthday celebration
went to ruby's house the night before to buy food and stuff. but we were too slow in preparing the food for the next morning so we all ended up celebrating at ruby's house instead. sorry ish!
og birthday
16 june! yayness. og 16 is finally 2 yrs old ((: so the whole family came except sheryl, minx and daniel jiejie who is in camp T.T and sorry doggie son neighbour and bff for being so late :X anw we went to that jap restaurant beside billy bombers at marina for dinner. then doggie and i bought a slice of cake for us all. hahaha but no lighter! so macho neighbour went to "borrow" from a waiter.
then we went to sit down and talk after dinner. haha its like orientation all over again ((: i miss them alot! and they're lucky that they're still so close among themselves. sighs.
oh! and i saw eric korkor's neoprint in that neoprint mach in the arcade! ahaha he's so dead (:
anw im thinking of changing server. kinda sick of blogger. and now that everyone's using the new internet explorer, scripts arent workable anymore. not that i mind though. just hope that people wont start complaining.
and i duno why everything changed so fast. in like, just a week!
i realised some ppl are so oblivious to their surroundings. like how we have never seen each other before even though we've been in the same lt for 6 mths, or in everyone else's case, 1 yr. haha it was surprising when we all felt the same way. and just like how oblivious you are to the situation now.
but im always wrong. im still not seeing any changes in yall.
i wanna go back sa! sobs. and i wanna see him ((:
i duno how yall can treat this as a joke. i really meant it, but yall arent taking it seriously. yea maybe its just me making a mountain out of the molehill. and since yall dont care. if yall are happy with the current situation then im fine with it as well.
its not important anymore, anyway.
Thursday, 31 May 2007
` forgotten.
Thursday, 31 May 2007
i wanna blog! T.T oh man i shall do it soon. after mid sems, that is.
tune in soon (:
tune in soon (:
Saturday, 7 April 2007
- Wrong
Saturday, 7 April 2007
Wrong - Kimberley Locke
You can say I'm weak, you can say I'm frail
But your presumptions won't prevail
I'm made of more than what you see
Tell me to twist, tell me to bend
But I won't break just to fit in
Just shut your mouth and listen up
I was so naive
To let you have control of me
But now that I believe in me, I know
Ooooh
You're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free, to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Yeah
I'm on the outside looking in
No longer do I pretend,
To be something that i'm not
I don't run, and I don't hide behind a comfort in disguise
What you see is what you get
I was so naive
To let you have control of me
But now that I believe in me, I know
Ooooh
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free, to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Yeah
I wouldn't change a thing
Cause life is how you grow
You live, you learn, and then you know
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free, to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Yeah
emily dear, I CNT WAIT TO GO YOUR HOUSE ((: i miss you loads!
sharon, i'll wait for your cookies (: and thanks for your support! love ya (:
You can say I'm weak, you can say I'm frail
But your presumptions won't prevail
I'm made of more than what you see
Tell me to twist, tell me to bend
But I won't break just to fit in
Just shut your mouth and listen up
I was so naive
To let you have control of me
But now that I believe in me, I know
Ooooh
You're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free, to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Yeah
I'm on the outside looking in
No longer do I pretend,
To be something that i'm not
I don't run, and I don't hide behind a comfort in disguise
What you see is what you get
I was so naive
To let you have control of me
But now that I believe in me, I know
Ooooh
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free, to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Yeah
I wouldn't change a thing
Cause life is how you grow
You live, you learn, and then you know
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free, to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Cause you're wrong, and I'm strong
Unafraid I'm moving on
Cause I'm free to be me
Nobody tells me who to be
Yeah
emily dear, I CNT WAIT TO GO YOUR HOUSE ((: i miss you loads!
sharon, i'll wait for your cookies (: and thanks for your support! love ya (:
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