sobs.

sighs i just typed out a full entry but i duno where'd it go. and since im so tired now i shall continue tmr (:

just a reminder for my next post.
= emily
= elf trng + bbq
= open house
= decisons!!

4 more days.

omg. i have to make a decision real fast. i dont wanna regret. sheeesh how!?!?

and i cnt keep bothering pple about this. i think they all sick of my prob alr la. okay ppl dont read.

is there no one to help me? T.T

work work work :/

i had a weird dream ytd. i dreamt that hj and i went to learn chinese dance all over again. but it was fun (: hahah oh man i miss dancing.

work was.. okay i guess. sorta boring. but hey! im a professional waitress (: so i had to keep an eye on the floor instead of talking to them. although ash wasnt there so it was the only day which i can slack at work. hahah no la, just wasnt so close with them so dint feel nice.

anw, kawen is so pretty. haha even jaz said so. but she's damn weird la. like its only the 1st day i know her and she asks me if im a virgin! OMG! like i only discuss this with elvoodoosa at the slumber party and with mich lw after like 4 months. and you expect me to tell you if it hurts only after knowing you for less than 3 hours!?!

but they were a funny bunch la. i think ryan'd lost his marbles after not smoking for a while. sighs. but we had waffles! yayness (:

i think ashley really dont like me la. that time i wrote my name for the dates im able to work, like mon tue fri sat morns. and she gave me mon thur night! WTF. and i cnt reject cos the timetable's all planned out. then still give me the timings which i cnt work. then what for ask right?!?! damn it.

now i cnt go sa on thur alr la. and i waited for sooo long for this day ):

bbq bbq bbq (: cnt wait! but oh dear. there goes my diet plan.

speaking of which, i think im back to my usual 5000 calorie diet after trying on a normal 2000 calorie one for 3 days. sighs its official. i have no determination.

and i hate the tag thing. why do i keep receiving emails on the this? like so irritating. and i think almost everyone i knew tagged me. wtf is it? i have like 20 new mails everyday and half my inbox's flooded by it.

alrights. off to feng shen bang (:

ming bai.

i understand everything alr. but why do i have to understand it sooo late? and its all my fault. why did i go around blaming the world for it?

smack me if i groan again.

i love cable (:

my eyes are bloodshot now. omg but i cnt sleep yet cos my hair's not dry!! okay i shall blog.

went for international education fair ytd with mummy hanjun (: haha sorry for making you wait so long. we got to know this rj girl who knows wanchee! haha the world is so small. i mean considering the fact that she's a j2.

dinner at pasta! dint eat much so we went to auntie anne's. then cos we were like holding the education fair bag and auntie anne's and drinks from pasta while shopping, we were like chicken hands duck legs. and somehow someone came and approach us cos it was like her birthday or something, then her friends were sabo-ing her. they made her give out kfc chicken to strangers while wearing some sorta chicken costume. omg poor girl. so we took them anw and then our hands were really too full to do any shopping la.

wth is wrong with indonesia!?!?! the psi is like what 100 ytd and 150 today, shit. cnt even shang yue in the weather la. hahah i think all you can see is the mooncake. plus the burning of lanterns! haha. anw my apartment ytd was so nice cos of the kids playing downstairs. but the smoke isnt.

went for pace in the morning. oh man. why do i always have to bring so much clothes when i go for pace? anw, mrs mary thomas dint come today! wth. so they did some other stuff which i think is totally unfair la. but nvm, not up to me to complain.

and i saw one of my new ec at the bus stop today. damn sad la!! he was holding hands with a girl T.T nvm expected one. boohoohoo

lunch with lichun. DO NOT EAT THE CHEESESITO. bandito still rocks 1000 times more. and sorry girl had to pangseh you halfway cos i was afraid i'd be late for elf and would be fined again T.T in the end the rest of them were late la. and still werent fined ):

elf was.. okay la. i better not say anything wrong here cos lw reads my blog! hahaha. no la. i learnt something new today. cos the programme was like changing and changing. and im sooo tired and bored after the "alp". jarrel made me bored la. but i saw chiobu lw, laopo gek and fiona-fio-fiona! oh and that funky purple fringe guy. hahah i saw him somewhere before la! and no shafik, i do not like purple-haired ppl.

anw i was.. i wanted to say suay cos im with jarrel. but then again, im more heng cos im not with bryan or jialiang! hahaha yayness. wah i used to think jarrel is nice and all cos of the flying fox la. but now, NO. jarrel is evil. hhahaha he keeps pushing me to do everything! and he's so crazy. like peilin crazy. hahhaha and he's making me crazy also.

and oh. my. god. did someone say joe was cute!?!? and not cute cute like cody. as in hot cute like my ec (: and vina's nice too.

oh! jaz listens to oldies! hahah erm actually me too la. but only ye shang hai (: my fav song!!

after dinner we went to haagen dazs for ice cream! ahhh i kept telling them not to go haagen dazs cos i dont wanna see ashley but shidah insisted. so anw we got a 10% staff discount. ahahah i dint know. and cas gave us big scoops (: cos he knew shidah too. yay we all love midnight cookies! and they were damn bad cos they kept saying ashley dont like me cos she's les and what. and jaz kept insulting our uniform. nvm i hate it too. so i said maybe ash likes shidah thats why there's a discount.

then we went to genki to see cheng. hahaha he damn haolian la. nvm

osip seems cool (: i also wanna go!! and i told you alr! i have npcc face!! so many ppl think that im in npcc or ncc or sjab la. haha even gek and npcc jarrel says so (: yay.

i dont wanna go for trng but i cnt wait for bbq cos i'll get to see elvoodoosa again!

urgh. 1 more week left. biomed biotech or htm?!?! someone help me pleaseee. i'll treat you to haagen dazs (:

tired ):

woohoo im back (:

i like today. hahah although its tiring.

i woke up late again! sheesh sorry gek. luckily tim decided not to fine me. im very broke due to elf!

dance's alp. sighs i dont like that bitch. and she was in my group la. luckily she left halfway. oh phew lucky me. the pple were enthu! but attitude at the same time. even those whom i thought are nice. unlucky thing is, there wasnt debrief. sighs. thats the only thing i was looking forward to!

then i rushed to work. met spydee amanda on the bus. and omg. there was this republic poly guy who kept staring at me la! wth i wasnt even talking loudly or what. then when i got down the bus he alighted too! and he was like walking behind me all the way. so i sped up and he did too! omg then i faster ran to hd and luckily he walked away. omg i think im too paranoid. not as if im so pretty that i attracted a stalker right!??!

and yay it's not ashley's shift today! ahhaha omg im sooo scared of her. she scolded me on my first day when its not even my fault! i dint dare to tell ken then cos i was afraid of politics. but luckily today there was only me ryan and casper. then ryan told me stuff about ashley la, so i told him about her scolding. omg luckily its not just me. phew.

therefore, its a lucky day today!! woohoo (:

so cas and i talked about school and stuff cos ryan went to smoke i think and there was seriously no customers at all! for like 2 whole hours. omg. and cas' from tp too! hahah bit. same as soo many ev-ians. but he's in yr2. i like his name btw! casper the friendly ghost ((:

sian. i think all the guys at hd are smokers. almost all i think. ryan and cas do. i hope ken ivan and mao dont.

and in case yall are wondering, no im not desperate! its just i dont like the girls there. the guys are friendlier. and oh! ivan looks like my sa eyecandy! but of course my ec cuter la! ivan only looks like him, maybe not as cute la. oh no i cannot eyecandy ivan if not i will dui bu qi my sa ec!

oh dear. and i think i just had one more ec. and no its not ivan. omg sorry sa ec and biz ec!

two beds and a coffee machine is a nice song (: hahah i dint believe ah boon when he sent me that song some long time ago. and i heard it once and then it went to the back of my playlist alr. and now my playlist has gone one bigggg round and came back to the song. omg my playlist is sooo long that it takes like 2 to 3 months to finish everything :S

anw, i listened to that song and it almost made me cry ): im not emo okay, and even if i am emo, i'd rather listen to rock. hahah rock rocks my world. like today when i was rushing to work. rock kept me going while walking. okay maybe jolin's mr Q's not that much of rock la.

sc says aikido is coming to tp and he asks me to quit all my cca to join aikido. siao ah if it was earlier maybe. cos he and km are coming to tp to train, instead of travelling all the way to dover. haha yay i can see bro alr!

i wish i dont have to study/work so that i can glue myself to the tv forever. the best invention has got to be cable. give me disney hbo sports axn vvdrama chn56 enough alr. chn8 and chnU you can have it back.

argh shit i missed my feng shen bang T.T okay off to catch the rest of it!

work :I

sheesh. im leaving house in another 10 more mins for my first day at work. omg im so nervous that i feel like shitting now.

and that manager is so bloody fierce she'll scare the shit out of me.