first day of lectures

its official. og 16 are lousy organisers.

og outing became 1 day tour ard singapore. travelled like half the island. went cine for lunch at yoshi. im surprised many ppl nv eat yoshi before. haha they dont know what they're missing out in life (:

then took bus to marina south for bowling. haha took us like 30 mins to decide where to go. sighs. even when we were still in school we took 2 hrs to decide where to have lunch! omg. then when we finally reached marina south we changed our mind and wanted to watch the dark instead but the guys not on so in the end still dint.

bowling sucks la. i alr said im gutter queen. but anw duno what happened to my arm suddenly acute pain. nv happened before. and its not like i took a heavier ball la. oh whatever.

hj and sj totally gone mad at the bowling alley. they were hysterically laughing at yx whenever he finishes his throw. apparently the reason is: he runs like a child. haha! cnt help it what pple got kids le leh must learn to comunicate with them ma!

anyway i think my msgs died alr. 10 days only msged about 250 liao. shit. m1 plan sucks. so little free smses.

haha i think everyone gave up on the 17 guy alr. he dint seem so cute anymore.

anyways lectures. math was damn sian. but we thought that we can actually slp through the first lecture but haha! everyone was lost at the a+bi part.

og 16 was seperated at lecture. the gals were stoning and the guys duno do what la. gaying ard as usual i think.

cca talk. i wanna join band! ): gold with honours leh! i dont think they will want me lor. haha so many pple joining odac but must run 20 runs leh! crazy. i would have joined if not because of the rounds.

wahlao cross country. can dont go?

i feel damn -. the whole og's going out with their sec4 friends but mine all working! even if i ask -, she sure cancel again last min. forever one leh! ):

og convo's are always messy. duno who's talking to who. ah and my laopo very mushy ah! haha.

ah i need to go off. blog again.

tata.

bloody hell

wah liao you forever one lor. wtf. nvm la im used to it. i just dont know why do you have to do it everytime.

my god. how did they manage to tolerate you for so long?

you good. damn good. totally pissed me off. there goes my long-awaited day off from school.

sa

end of orientation! sth to be sad abt la but im happy that i dont have to reach home so late alr. anyways there's still another week of being in the og so i dont have to sad yet.

made lotsa friends! practically the whole og la, but there are some who are not so bonded. nvm there's still time!!

the orientation was fun. although the games were quite lame. but anw orientation was meant to have this kinda lame stuffs ma.

highlight of the week was ytd. had games again, dances and all.

finale was the best. disco dancing! jas was damn high. everyone else too la. riane and siewjing danced very well! jibin and huijuan constantly screaming too :) my daughter and laopo. haha so fast right. after only 4 days. or rather, 3.

captains ball was fun! but my team like not zai one leh. nv score. there was twice la but the ball went too high that i missed the ball :( sorry letters. im short la. nic is damn cool, sooo tall. he can block the ball from hj just by stretching out his hand!! so kong bu :X and i dint know the maris stella pple were called marists. i thought they were called stellas :X and oh jas' an amksian. i dint know it was pronounced as am-k-sian. damn coolies.

we rushed a thank you card for dan. very big. and he's so touched! yeah 16, we did it!

okay la enough of sa. clement!! yane!! i wanna play pool!! clement you better teach me how to play properly so that i can play with yixiang and sam. they are damn pro lor. i dont wanna remain as noob! jas hj jb shuanghong! lets jiayou together! get out of noobs society fast!

i love ivana! and i love og 16 even more :)

what?

urgh 1 month of holiday wasted. gone just like that. sighs.

2 more months to go!

i dont feel like going for first 3 months leh. i dont wanna go alone :( shall see if anyone got into mj or not. or if my appeal fail i shall go to school with yishao's friend.

and wth. singapore is so darn small. yishao knows esther! haha then when i told him im her cousin, hes so skeptical. until i told him abt her bro. lol.

yane's working. poor thing. her manager damn suck one. then everyday she'll be complaining. and her manager is a shim. haha.

HAHA lyana quit her job!! her manager deserved it. huo gai ah. who ask her so racist dont wanna hire me. and she quitted cos she cant stand the customer. huo gai ah!! she dint even think of the job scoop before she even signed up. she wanted the damn job just because she's in love with the bimbo manager. (im not saying shes pretty. im just saying shes stupid.)

i should cut my nails. they're so long now that im typing with my nails not my fingers.

okay thats very random.

yane is lame la. she ask me to teach her how to show attitude to her manager. haha i duno la. its a natural thing to me me. im an attitude queen (: anw that time that bitch at DW (jinshan or what shit la) also kena my attitude. and i bet she complained to jiaxiang! no wonder he dint call yane or me :( what a bitch.

hospi hospi hospi.

hey im losing my touch alr la. my blogging skills i mean. my entries are getting randomer and randomer. if there is such a word.

and look at my paragraphs. getting shorter. and shorter.

and shorter.

im just typing shit la.

okay bye shithole.

back from genting

wheez back at home finally! went genting with 4 of my father's friends' families. so yupp classified under family friends :D but anw since we know everyone so its fun!

the bus ride was torturous, the driver was in a bad mood so he drove verrrryy slowly. like move jerk stop move jerk stop. sighs. 2 hours to go up the mountain -.-

highlight of the trip was the outdoor themepark! rides were fun, queues were long and boring. but thanks to meixuan, we learnt a new game, heart attack using scissors paper stone. so its like for every queue, we'll play in a circle. it was quite a sight la, seeing 4 teenagers and 3 grown ups stacking their hands and moving up the queue with the hands remained stacked.

the best ride was the space shot, although we dint get to ride it. shall attempt to explain later. anw, space shot is this 12 seater thing which shoots up like 12 floors up high, then decend down at 10 m/s^2, free fall that is. so its like a split second kinda thing. do your physics.

so naturally, we'll save the best for the last. just as we queued for 2 hours, it started to rain. and its like 20 more pple to our turn! what the hell. so fukang and desmond went to ask the person in charge and he said the ride is closed. -faint-

okay sth amazing, i got sun burn in genting. lol yane said maybe because genting's so high up thats why the uv rays reach us faster. btw linqi got it too, not just me. so im not the only lobster! but meixuan ee suan, norman and kang ting dint get it. and edmund and desmond got TANNED instead of burn :( unfair. fiona and fukang were the reddest! lobster overcooked.

the meals were okay la, but all they ordered was meat and more meat. so dint eat chicken all the way until the last day :( okay la maybe burger king was counted.

at night, the adults went to casino so the rest of us played taidee. edmund taught us something stupid. its like according the who wins the game first. so the winner is president, vice president, ... , pimp, prostitute and ASSHOLE! at first meixuan and fiona were the pimp and prostitute then somehow everyone got to be assholes. i duno la, but when we first heard of it everyone were laughing like mad, so its another you've-gotta-be-there kinda thing.

then we played idiot too. once only, but the idiot is desmond. lol.

the pple in genting are really horrible. the way they smoke's really like choo choo train. every 10 steps you see a smoker so no matter how fresh the air supposingly is, its still polluted.

but the best thing about genting is the clouds and mist. its like you can see half your body covered with mist. so cool.

so the bus ride back was better, but the jam at causeway was horrible. 1/2 hour we only moved 1 lamp post distance.

woo so that ends the genting adventure!

these few days were really hectic. busy finding jobs. actually found one, but ay, dont talk about it. going for another interview later. hope i get it. if not, i really want kuali!! doggie, lets cross our fingers and hope kuali calls us!!

shit my skin is peeling now, i desperately need my lotion.

off for skin care time! :(

regret

the last day of my secondary school life. and i actually spent it by regretting.

i regretted listening to yane to spend 60 dumb bucks on the freaking costume.

i regretted wasting 20 bucks looking horrible in the damn thick make up.

but most of all i regretted not having enjoyed my 4 years in evs.

i know its not use lamenting over my pathetic life but then again its my blog and you cant stop me from doing it.

actually i wouldnt have felt that gan kai wan duan then if it werent for her. why did she have to talk to me? why did she have to talk to me? i went toilet and i almost cried but i told myself i cant. i promised not to cry over her again. but then, i realised how much i missed her. no matter how hard i try, no matter how much i lie. eventually, i still cant deny my feelings.

there. you won. totally. isnt that what both of yall wished for all along? to replace me? now you did it. congrats.

came back from malaysia. and i cant believe they're such hypocrites. and me too. argh and she still have the nerve to ask me to teach her p and c. wth. she'll rmbr this. but thank goodness the relatives were hospitable. and despite me hating malaysia so much, i felt quite sad when we were about to leave muar.

i promised to live a new life when i entered evs but guess i still couldnt escape from fate. i still suffered the same way i did in prisch. i swear im not going to let the same thing happen to me in jc/poly. never again. im gonna start afresh and forget the unhappiness.

but right now i dont even have the courage to go for 6/1 chalet. jialin joan and kelvin all asked me to go but i know i'll definately be left out there. like they have at least 1 person whos in the same sec school as them (except for zhong xian but i dont think he's even going in the first place) and im like so alone. maybe i should get back my money from kelvin and tell yize jialin chenkai im not going alr.

argh shit me. why am i such a weakling.

screwed ss.

wah pissed off by some pple. -roll eyes-

originality. ha! cant believe you did that. thought you were the closest to me and yet you did this. but wells, i cant choose. too bad for me i guess. and lucky for you.

paradise! yes 10 more days!! cool. but for now, gotta chiong esp geog and phy! crazy, 3 papers in a day?

ss was damn suck. maybe to me la. cos i dint study venice :X damn regret. but did sri lanka anw. although 2nd ques totally blank for me. just crapped ard. and i think i did badly for source based, lotsa false matching :X but heck la. ss was never my strongest subject. right now i just wanna score for my chem! show it to donyeo that i can do better than seumas! then maybe that'll change his mind?

then i'll have to start from now. off to geog!

environmental rocks but its damn heavy. shit. development or environment?