first of all, mahjong then gek stayover-ed at my place and pool at ehub the next day (tio trash ah lol i stink at pool). then very impromptu, leslie came and meet us. the initial plan was to go to the art museum while waiting for jun to end work but stupid les took such a long time to reach hahha. okay la not his fault.
anw les' bro drives like a madman :X
and received bad news from cyn ):
after starbucks with jun, we went back to leslie's to pick up the car, ruby and bel then jalan kayu for prata. sighs, we talked like a good 3 hours or so. then came the best part.
on the way home, what leslie said really made me feel very useless. i mean i'd always known that i'm not a very good friend. i'm aware of it, in fact gek and i were just talking about it during the morning. i'm guilty of it but i duno why i keep making the same mistakes.
i know blaming my forgetfulness isn't going to help but it really is the case. yea you can also say that i'm not making the effort. maybe that's true. but i really really tried. which is why ultimately, i believe that the memory's the culprit.
but the night went so badly that i'm like super emo now.
anw congrats to leslie la lol. that's probably the best thing that happened to tonberry the entire day.
sigh wanted to blog about my new year resolutions but yoga lin made me really emo ): tmr then.
and i think dad's really missing.
我没有说谎 我何必说谎 你知道的 我缺点之一就是很健忘
