m i s s i n g *

forgive me for turning into a housewife.

ahahah i need a job!!

anw, microsoft office done! miraculously. i think my laptop likes weekiat.

mahjong ytd was funny! we got drunk on jolly shandy lol.

was looking for something i typed a year ago, but i ended up reading a few of my random posts waaaayyy back.

and i realised. its been what, 3 years, since ive left. and ive never forgotten that place, the people especially. everytime i go to or pass by that place, the memories will come flooding back. and a part of me will hope that everything will resume back. no matter how much i know that its impossible.

i miss yall ):

the only way now is to get in nus. but hell, that'll really take a miracle.

pls pls pls accept me ):

serena my love :D

babe. thanks for the treat!

haha watched he's just not that into you. long overdue! hahaha. dear girl treated me to dinner cos i was seriously b.r.o.k.e. hahaha i dint even have money to take a bus. anw took train to yishun with her afterwards. fun fun! we shd do this more often :D

anw im up so early (since 8am!) because... (drum roll please)

I HAD INSOMNIA! ): i bet i'll the last person to ever suffer from that ):

really, was just tossing and turning in bed the whole night! my god. i wished i had insomnia during my mp period and it dint come. now my mp's over, im really having it. sheesh.

thats why they say be careful of what you wish for ):

anw, im still missing club med. my god. if i'd money i'll go back there soon. hahah hopefully before my membership ends ):

alrights, off to the supermarket and school. then to jessy's and jun's. whew, busy morning.

later :D

shit you

my goodness.

i thought the money grubber was bad.

you're actually the biggest liar of all.

i swear. for as long as i can survive this. i'll never contact you ever again. i'll just pretend like i never knew you. who cares, i dont need another liar in my life.

boohooohoohooohooo

OH MY GOD.

i just did the cleverest thing on earth.

I DIDNT SUBMIT MY PHOTO AND APPRAISAL FOR NTU ))):

damn me. byebye ntu application ))):

and the damn bloody hairdresser made me wear a wig )): shit 190 bucks )): damn it i should just stay at home till my hair grows out of it )): yea that'd probably take 5 years. good enough.

amazing race was not as good as i expected it to be. kinda like iguides. 1st yr was good. 2nd yr was okay. 3rd yr was just bad la.

yea maybe next time i shd just join everything during my 1st yr and mug my ass off afterwards.

anw sth's very wrong with my laptop. yes i finally got a new one ):

the problem is. ive been installing microsoft office over and over again but everytime i switch off my com i have to re-install it. like wth. is the 937174783rd time ive been doing it la ass. i think my hard disk is filled with that alr )):

omg i can go slit my wrist alr.

1. im jobless

2. im school-ess

3. im mircosoft-less

4. i look like im wearing a wig

5. im fat

okay nvm the last one. point is, no job = no money = no overseas since local cnt get in anw. even private uni = $$$

thats why money's so impt.

and you ought to be ashamed of yourself! a rich bitch cheating a poor scholar of her education fund. 200 bucks mind. karma i tell you. just you wait.

great story. another one to add to the collection of the great author prince mato. yes maybe i should get it published and use the earnings to go study. hahhah.

and so i shall now quit dreaming and get down to writing the best story in a million centuries - the story of a rich fraud bitch and the poor scholar who believed her.

but first, lemmi get the microsoft word installed first -.-