reply from zhihao

Hey Sheena,

You need not to apologize to me, in fact i should be the one apologizing to you for not understanding your situation.

And it's must be really difficult. But I must say that i really admire your strength and resilience to stand up for yourself, for taking up responsibility and also portraying a strong image in front of others. I really do admire your inner strength. Really.

For now, just take things one step at a time. As for the VIP, no worries :)

If you need a listening ear, or want me to share with you things like time management i learnt over the years, just feel free to call me =)

We are friends, and we will help one another =)

Warmest Regards,
Zhihao








((: thanks.

mian rocks (:

HAHAHAH THANKS MY DEAREST MIAN MIAN.

and yea you did blank out the words. but i still read it. decided that i wont be able to catch that movie anyways )):


back to ipttttttt

bad luck magnet

i swear, i am one.


went swensons with emily sweets the other day. (i duno why we always end up at swenson's. this is like the third time. twice at ps and now at compass) had ice cream and talked a bit before she went for tuition. sighs we're both equally suay. anw she recommended me the horoscope book, which supposedly works.

so i went to buy one (it costs like 3 bucks only) and yea, its freaking true. but the thing is, i was THAT suay that i lost it the second day -.-


enough of lamenting.


things to do:
- csas3 report. due 31 jan
- csas2 ppt. due 4 feb
- ipt ppt. due 30 jan
- pia. due 4 feb
- bphar. due 4 feb

uh oh.

a letter to zhihao.

hey zhihao,

sorry ah was sick the whole of last week, so never check email.

i guess i should have told you this when you decided to give the job to me. i thought i could handle it so i dint tell you and went ahead and test my limits.

you see, my mum passed away 3 mths ago.

so now im handling alot of stuff, and my studies as well. and i guess you know right, i transferred course one sem late, so im taking more modules than others just to catch up. and not to mention work, to earn more money for groceries. my dad refuses to reimburse me.

and all this had seriously affected my studies alot. i have limited time to concentrate on projects or tests and everything else. yea, it might be all about time management, but all the responsibilities came too sudden for me to adapt.

conclusion, i cnt take over vip right now. i mean, i want to. i really do! but i'm not prepared for it. perhaps after my exams, which will be soon! give me one more month and i'll be able to take over from you. really.

i'm terribly terribly sorry. pls, just one more month. thank you for your understanding!

- prince

what you dont know wont hurt you

i just realised how ANYONE can turn into an ultimate bitch. look at - and -. my my.

hello, welcome to reality.

some pple you just cannot trust with things. and you see the true colours of some pple in situations like this. ah forget it some pple are just not worth being friends with and you, im really disappointed in you. for what you did and for what you're doing to me now.


i'll prove to you. i'll be just as happy.

yes. stage one down.

and so i did. sleep at 3am this morning, i mean. only that i dint finish my drugs.

which seriously makes me wonder why the hell did i stay up and torture myself when i could have not bothered about it. anw, i managed to finish up in 1hr during the break.

conclusion: never attempt to do things when your mind's alr shut down for more than 2hrs. GO AND SLEEP. yea, then wake up and continue (which i highly doubt i can)



and thanks huh. everyone's waiting for your stuff. so much for being the leader. i bet with all my fortune that you forgot.


and so, whats the use if i keep staying up when i can go mug for hpi and bphar (oh shucks, both tests fall on the same day, i think) instead of waiting for soandso who conveniently forgot. jiemin and i kindly msged you but no reply. asleep huh? or clubbing?


I TELL YOU!

I HATE ORCHARD ROAD!!

the bus guides are very wrong! i spent 4 bucks and 1.5hr on a bus journey and ended up at the same place! fuck. just to get to novena, which is 2 mrt stops away. which will only cost me like a dollar at most.

anw, went heeren with ying today after sch cos she wanted to buy prezzie for huishan. lucky girl, havianas! i also want.

and i bought shar's bag! but in black and white. yay yay ((: but er, its for cny. acceptable, not?


FORGET IT. IM GOING TO SLEEP.

thanks to you. im gonna fail ipt interview tmr and you shall fail your peerevalution by me.

more ipt

hhheeellllppp.


what good is it if i keep dozing offwith my hands on my keyboard. half the time i was typing while sleeping. okay la maybe not so zai.

and now i keep typing wrong and incoherent stuff. ahhhh i wanna sleep.


1 drug done. 2 more to go ):


shit im taking like 1 hr/drug. SPEED UPPPPPPP


goal: to slp at 3am ((:

ipt ipt ipt

hello. i dont think i can sleep anytime soon.

you see, there's a whole chunk of ipt to type by tonight. and csas2 to be handed in tmr. and god knows what else, i cnt think now. my brain is saturated.

ginseng tea is not working for me! grrr. damn ex and i got cheated. im immune to coffee alr, so i went to buy ginseng tea cos its supposed to keep you awake. hah. any better remedies?




i wanna dance dance dance all night. but all i have is a nonexistant partner. argh. which makes me think twice about continuing. ohgod, grant me one soon please.


on a happier note, PIA IS DONE! YESAHH. love yall, jiemin joanne eugene (:

UNCLE EUGENE RMBR TO TREAT US TO THE MUCH AWAITED PIZZA HUT HUH THANKUET VERY MUCH.


back to ipt ):

fate. or coincidence?

i was supposed to turn right at the lift landing in the morning to go take the shuttle bus to the mrt station and then to school. but somehow i turned left instead, to the back gate to take bus 5. i think it was because ytd night, my dad sis and i went to take 24 to the airport. yea thats why somehow i walked to the back gate. partially cos i was only half-awake la.

when i finally realised, i was like, wth am i doing? i seriously wanted to walk back to take the shuttle but changed my mind. i duno why either, guess i was just lazy.

anw, when i reached the bus stop, i saw auntie lilian. she thought that i knew that the mrt broke down thats why i was at the bus stop. but no, i dint know that until she told me. so i was like, thank god i dint turned back to take the shuttle.

fate? or coincidence?


viv called me during bphar lect but i missed her call. so i called her back after the lect, planning to meet her for my break at the same time. but she asked me first.

so we decided to meet outside library. while waiting for her, les came and sit with me cos he went to sar to meet terence and was on the way back to his proj meeting. then viv came and the 3 of us just sat and talked. kinda cool that we dint plan it.

fate? or coincidence?


on my way home, i met a friend whom i hadnt contacted for quite some time. tears were rolling down her cheeks but she put on a strong front and started a conversation with me. after a few sentances, she couldnt control any longer and started tearing again. while she was texting me, i could have guessed what happened. i mean, nothing could have been worse than that.

true enough, she texted me what happened, which i'd guessed correctly. i dint know what i could do, so i told her about my incident. maybe, that's the only way i could help her.

i wouldnt know what to do too, if it were me. i mean, once is bad enough. twice? i think i'll break down. physically and mentally. plus, it was a horrible decision to make.

fate? or coincidence?


i dont understand why do bad things keep happening. first, peanut's grandma, then clair's mum and mine. then xl's grandma. and now her friend. all within.. half a year, at most.

fate? or coincidence?


on a happier note, ytd when my sis and i were at the airport sending my dad off, we walked past mr bean. so i was telling her that the ice cream rocks. then she said i know, i just ate one today. then we realised that we both had the exact same ice cream at the exact same time but at different places! 7.30pm, cup-ed, chocolate rice toppings!

telepathy? or coincidence?

100th.

BLAH. some freaking shit hid the AOAC and now we have to redo pia. goddamnnit.

cos we need evidence to support our theory. and since there's no evidence now, we have to change our entire theory and find new references.

btw. AOAC's some book at the library. reference some more. the only one in the entire library. hell, we asked both lvl2 and 5's librarians but they cnt find it either. we combed the whole lvl5 and still to no avail. whats worst, its been missing for like a few days alr la.

tmd. duno what is fair competition ah. oh no i dont blame whoever that loser is. science geek. but yea, at least he/she's clever. monopoly huh.


oh man, econs oh econs my love (:


work today. i hate that new girl giving out angbaos! she's so fake and too trying. haha but she got scolded by a few customers cos she acted smart. YAY for her (: okay la im being mean, but she deserved it la, i think.

oh! there's this customer ard 50yrs old called TAN BABY. serious, its in her ic. omg i'll die if i were her.


eco volunteer induction programme today. oh my gosh i almost peed in my pants/skirt cos it was rather last minute. zhihao and minghui were mobilised (I HATE NS!) and i had to conduct the induction today. thankgod for wilson or i'll really die on the spot.

i really felt that i did quite badly, worse than my sch presentations. at least i'd have rehearsals and practices for school presentations la. furthermore, doing the report/slides would make me more confident cos i'd know what i'm doing. agree?

wilson said i did quite good for a first-timer. ah, i bet he was just trying to console me.


moral of the story. listen to teacher during commskills. you'll never know when you'll need it. impromptu, gosh.


anw, fri was the 100th day. ponned pia lab in the morn and went for the afternoon one instead. i tell you. the whole day was freaking suay.

1. char and my wet-ashing solution got charred! when it was at hotplate setting 3. OH MY GOSH.

2. char and my dry-ashing powder didnt get charred a single bit! when we had it at the bunsen burner for close to half an hour. DOUBLE GOSH. whats supposed to be charred dint, and what wasnt supposed to get charred did -.-

3. a half-an-hour ride to smu took me 1.5hr. it was that bad. the bus was sooooo snail-slow that even an ahpek was strolling beside it. sorry zhihao!

4. left my wallet in my dad's car. so i was penniless throughout the day. meaning that since 7.30am, i only had 2 pineapple tarts and maybe 6 mints. oh, and water aplenty.

5. both my ezlink and the adult one went negative. arghh. plus i was cashless and nets-less. so i called sc momo shena but all 3 werent ard simei. i almost wanted to call hamham haziq winnie loi adeline but changed my mind because i realised that by the time i reach any of them, i would have reached home if i walked.

6. which i immediately regretted. i guess i forgot that i hadnt had a bite since lunch and had a freaking long day. my legs were honestly wobbling when i got home. okay la, maybe i'm weak.

but aly once said sth like if you dont eat for quite some time, your metabolism will slow down cos your body'd think that there's a famine or sth. which makes our body rather dumb i think. making assumptions like that. which makes me conclude that, my body hadnt slow down my metabolism, thats why i was energy-less when i reached home. hahaha im not weak after all.


dance tmr, after that hafta go check out hk prices with shar and lloyd. so i better go do ipt now or i'll never make it for the interview. drats. not forgetting pia.

alrights, off to ipt.


its finally the 100th day. miss ya (:

belated 2008

another year gone.

2007 had been eventful, yea i say this every year. but seems like it gets more everytime.


highlights of the year:

feb. cny + valentine's. tonberry officially got closer.

apr. start of ay07/08. ish came in tonberry.

jun. turned 18. tonberry's relationship started to diminish.

oct. she left us.

nov. became junior! finally. gosh i hate being called at freshman at yr2.

dec. iguides07. xmas + newyear countdown with tonberry!


yea, another year but same old style, same old me.


in a way, 2007 had been blah, if you'd looked up there. but it had been tough juggling 2 extra subjects compared to others, and tonberry, elf, family stuff. yea, more of tough.


and, im 18. not 5. i have to deal with all this. fast. no time to learn.

speaking of which. i shld go. open house has made me lose my momentum again.

i swear i am seriously gonna think twice abt joining iguides next yr.



planner, here i come! pia, pmic all the way!