ctrl X away 2008

I DONT WANT NEXT YEAR TO COME! )):


i dont want them to go ns.

i dont want to not be able to see my eyecandy anymore.

i dont want to spend the og birthday without the guys.

i dont want to not be able to talk to desmond bff and bro sam.

i dont want 3.1


and like what ish says,

i dont want tonberry to go sip.

i dont want xl to graduate.



now, i think poly really sucks.

every jc student's now like shd i choose finance&accting or business admin? and uk or us uni? i prefer to stay in spore leh. URGH. spare a thought for us la. rjc nerds. can get in uni very good alr la, stop boasting when we cnt even dream abt college. and there you are complaining.

its like jae all over again.



and yea, now im hoping to get into college. i think poly is a waste of time. im like not learning anything here. i still feel dumb and empty and ignorant and whatever, just name it. okay fine maybe i still have another 1 and 1/4 year more to go thats why. we'll see again.

by the time, I'll be the one fretting over which uni and course i shd go. hah, dream on.

till then.

happy christmas (:

yay its christmas again!


first of all, my bphar part is finally done. and pia too. but many many more to come. i just hope that pia would be smooth and that nobody would sabotage ipt.


went dinner with my dad and sis just now. wah super ex.

then starbucks with tonberry. ahhah i love the christmasy feel. with warm peppermint mocha and the cold aircon (:




i really dont understand you. is being pretty so impt that it can overpower filal piety? and you claim that you miss her. hah.

sure, call me traditional and all. but after all, now that its over, isnt this the littlest things you shld do?

i just duno why everything's so unfair.
all along, im the more filial one.
all along, im the more independent one.

yet all along, im the more ignored one.
and all along, you're the more favoured one.

up till this day.

ask any common friend. they'll tell you that. honestly.

i just dont know why.



neways. its xmas. and happy birthday to you.

still pia-ing

pia is getting on my nerves. argh.

gek xl alan jashua. stop bridging and talk with me! im dozing off soon ):

10 mins of filtering google hits is the threshold. 5 mins break and i'll be back on track.

meanwhile.

xmas eve (:

WHEE EMILY! im finally blogging (:

darn i feel so bad. first i stopped blogging for like 1 mth due to sheer LAZINESS. and now im supposed to be researching for pia project now (the meeting is like in 8 hrs time) while the rest are up playing bridge.

neways.


sharon's birthday. huimin (and her friend) justina albert lloyd kahang ernest. seriously, crazy bunch of people. termtest no need to study ah! but we went bugis for steamboat. not bad. chilled and rotted ard before everyone decided to be sane and go home mug.

oh and kahang's attached! YAY for her ((:


termtest. mugged with tonberry as usual. wee's attached! YAY (:

and i think im mad. on HPI paper day, we went to ruby's hse to mug and we endded up drinking. and fagged. urgh, byebye hpi.


otc. highlight of the whole darn camp: my poor legs. honestly, am i jinxed? i get injured like every camp. and its always ard xmas, damned. anw, the medic was damn zai and he's like everyone's eyecandy la, so yea it was sort of a good thing.

urgh that sounded bimbotic.


holidays. went out with emily girl! bought tees, but one of which was a tad too small for me. darn, i need to diet ):

then online shop with her. haha now im addicted. but no i wont, pia comes first (:


malaysia. yay the much anticipated trip. turned out to be a slight disappointment but yea, it was still fun. highlight of the trip: fireflies! oh, do you know that fireflies are actually like worms. and that they blink instead of glow. er yea, like yi shan yi shan liang jing jing.

shar huimin justina zhaorong edmund albert lloyd lynn jessica yvonne and their friend.

lol ya it just gets better (:


xmas with tonberry. bryan ordered turkey. wah i think im damn suaku. nv eaten turkey in my entire life before.

anw ish and i made cookies and bryan made fondant. then we ordered pizzas too.

so there's gek xl ish les wee belinda and alan jashua left here. mich peanut viv bryan and stan went home.


and here i am, still chioing pia. plus lab report. WHICH WAS DUE ONE FREAKING WEEK AGO. omg.