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its beyond words.

- 不能说的秘密

i'd blog about t3 if i have superb memory. but i dont. so well, nvm.

my juniors are damn cute. lotsa funny stuff happened. totally love them. wish i was from their batch.

and you ass! im not a paedophile la. my juniors are like yr1 yr2s. hahaha not like you.


yay im crashing sa next week. woohoo you better watch out (:


wahh i better blog or else i'll end up like emily. ahhaha.


serena
that time after bryan's birthday, went out with serena darling. woots, secret! first time out with her i think. treated her to haagen dazs as belated birthday prezzie. damn belated, but nvm.

oh man speaking of secret.. *shudders*


emily
went marina with emily dear. she treated me to changing appetite. hahah abit weird ah, her birthday then she treat me :x

then met her after drp today for parkway. swensens was freaking filling. hahaha shit my diet.

and tmr hafta meet her again. cos i forgot to bring her toy. er, sounds wrong. nvm.


esther
esther monster! yay finally went out with her. fareast, taka. then her friend came and meet us. shit i forgot his name. but he was nice la, bought us some pastry thing. er, it was meant for esther at first. sorry girl!

she's real nice. i wanna go out with her more (:


zac's hse
food was good. movie was.. 300, whatcha expect?


alison's bbq
its official. pst ppl are dead. both class outings, turnout rate was 7? urgh pathetic. nvm, muggers.

oh yayness! zac's coming back from sydney soon, crispy creams!



不能说的秘密 by 周杰倫
冷咖啡离开了杯垫 我忍住的情绪在很後面
拼命想挽回的从前 在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天 是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面 在荡着秋千 梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
又何必去改变 已错过的时间
你用你的指尖 阻止我说再见
想像你在身边 在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐 放下会走更远
或许命运的签 只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋 这一季的秋天
飘落後才发现 这幸福的碎片 要我怎麽捡


cnt wait to go back for drp. eyecandy (:

.

im such a screwed up person. im so tired of living in such a mess i just want to ctrl x my life away. maybe i shld go commit suicide since im kind of flat

to do list

its okay gek, i feel the same way too.


and fcuk, i miss sa like shit ): yea even though 2yrs'd passed. i missed it even more after the stayover. mainly cos theres a freaking direct bus from bukit batok to jln toa payoh ): if only i'd discovered this early. ARGH SHUT THE FCUK UP ABT SA ALR!


scott's really naughty. now that i see him like this, im having second thought about having kids in the future. oh well, but i love him still.


half the hols' gone and nothing productive's been done. okay at least i made mooncakes! and erm, met up with emily darling and esther monster (: and zac's hse and sentosa and drlim's hse with b1 as well. yane tan yuan qiu you better tell me when you're free soon.


to do list:
` TIDY UP THE FILTHY HOUSE
` zoo
` kbox with berries
` abseiling
` yane
` weishan
` elvoodoosa
` crash sa
` chill with des
` mug with maurice
` og outing
` cg outing
` sleepover with elvoodoosa
` sleepover with berries
` taiwan
` genting
` gek's birthday
` wee's birthday
` drp


and i wanna dance. weini ah, why no rumba?


and shucks, i dont feel like working for absolut alr. but i need a job that pays equally well ):


urgh, maurice desmond! lets meet up soon ):


the culture. the food. the people. the place. and most of all, you.

obligation? wtf.

fcuk la. you dont wanna go just dont okay. you wanna treat our meeting as an obligation then so be it. oh wait, did you even treat us as us? or just yall?

so what if i dont go normally? the rest also dont okay. at least i bothered to keep myself updated. and gek said that too before.

and i never said we're gonna do dumb stuff. i just dont want the meeting to become like a FORUM la idiot. btw, look at what ppl talk in their meetings. aint it all dumb stuff, everyday happenings? dont you too?

so whats your point of insulting the meeting? and whats your verdict? shut it down?



if you dont like it, then dont read. no one asked you to.

cos NOBODY SAID IT WAS AN OBLIGATION. you were the only one who felt so and assumed. ah well, forgiven. yall are darn good at that anw.

- Confessions Of A Broken Heart

i really duno why you're so biased toward her.

i tried so hard to get into your good books. i forced myself to watch soccer with you, i learnt boring golf from you, i gulped down yucky beer because of you, i put up with the stinky cigarette smell for you.

but why do you still only have eyes for her?

why why why? just because she's prettier? i can go for cosmetic surgery! or is it because i switched course without letting you know? if thats the case, i'd rather stay in htm.


and i really like this song. the 2nd time im posting the lyrics up.

Confessions Of A Broken Heart by Lindsay Lohan
I wait for the postman to bring me a letter
I wait for the good Lord to make me feel better
And I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders
A family in crisis that only grows older

Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am broken but I am hoping
Daughter to father, daughter to father
I am crying, a part of me is dying and
These are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

And I wear all your old clothes, your polo sweater
I dream of another you
The one who would never (never)
Leave me alone to pick up the pieces
A daddy to hold me, that's what I needed

So why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go
Why'd you have to go

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth, did you ever love me
Cause these are, these are
The confessions of a broken heart

I love you
I love you
I love you
I.... I love you

Daughter to father, daughter to father
I don't know you, but I still want to
Daughter to father, daughter to father
Tell me the truth Did you ever love me
Did you ever love me
These are...
The confessions... of a broken heart

Ohhh... yeah

I wait for the postman to bring me a letter


and im still trying.

i wanna die.

GRR I DONT WANNA WORK FOR ABSOLUT. ABSOLUTELY NO!

and i dont feel like going for sophia's wedding too. i have absolutely nothing to wear. i swear. for the past few weddings ive been slipping my way through. like an eel. but i cnt this time! its pan pacific omg! shit.

sheesh. why do i hate myself so much.