Saturday, 30 December 2006

note

Saturday, 30 December 2006
128 mails in just 4 days. kelvon spam + other nice ppl (:

spastic.

things to blog about:
1. otc
2. i guides

im so tired i could sleep standing up now. yea like stand chart.

and my leg hurts like hell and its bleeding like shit la. freaking deep cut.

till now.

Monday, 25 December 2006

pre camp

Monday, 25 December 2006
gary's wedding
xmas countdown
otc

stay tuned after i guides camp!

it's a sign that you're forgotten.

68 new msgs. spammed by eco and kelvon -.-

i freaking hate camps now. and i guides is causing me to not be able to attend cya and go out with emily. and i haven even sent the bloody xmas cards la when its alr 25th today. i know there are 12 days of xmas but by the time i come back from i guides, 12 days would have gone too.

not forgetting thay my room's in a real mess. my bed is buried under that pile of junk and i have no where to sleep! help!

plus that freaking manager's forcing everyone to work. gah im spending this hols worse off than im not having any at all.

merry, merry christmas.
lonely, lonely christmas.

eason!! ((:

fine. im blabbling and no one understands anw so im off! hopefully to pack my room. or sth productive ):

Sunday, 17 December 2006

unfair unfair unfair ):

Sunday, 17 December 2006
oh shit. my big mouth. GEK! ZIP IT UP FOR ME ):

then i was reading the reply from that rude ass senior rover. but he had a point. nothing is fair in this world. but why isnt it fair? why cnt it be fair? and why do some ppl get all the good stuff while the others (like me!) have to settle for the lousy ones ):

exchanged duty with mesy the other day. oh man i dont like her day's ppl la. both tp and sp. nvm long story. and i saw this bunch of jap students, they're damn cute and hot and rich! omg i wanna marry a jap ((:

and work sucked. i duno why jianzhen had to flirt with the newbies IN FRONT OF ME. not that im jealous or what, but its damn evil. like it's only their 1st day and everyone's teaching them everything! i had to learn myself! and jianzhen only started talking to me after 2 months! shit him la. luckily i still have ken (: and ryan! ahhh why must he go reservist at this moment ):

and mon mon and nick came to eat ytd. seperately of course. lucky them that im working la. but still, no discount. sorry!

and why do the newbies get to do kitchen while ive been there soo long and i still dont get to work kitchen! and mon mon can ): see! its always so unfair. just like i duno why ashley shihui kawen shirley mariza all seem to prefer mon mon than me? do i look fiercer? or bitchier? but wait, at least they are all girls (: thats a consolation!

actually i had alot to blog but having told all this to mon mon and elvoodoosa, i just dont feel like repeating myself anymore. sighs. i hate repeating myself. i told elv because, it just felt like i should. and when i wanna tell them cos.. they just came to my mind. i guess. and mon mon, its cos she's also cya plus she's at hd too. yea, so she'll understand.

tim wanted to buy me that clover. and i tot he was talking about those at the park then he really go search for it or what la. then chey! is buy one, not pluck. but anw, he's so nice la!

finally term test is over!! wonderful. i think i wont have to dwell on it until the results are out. which is anytime soon i guess. shit.

CELL BIOLOGY - F
BASIC MICROBIOLOGY - F
ORGANIC CHEMISTRY - F

)):

i want funny days! i miss laughing at my posts la ):

oh oh! i bought that pair of jeans from emily dear and my sister conveniently koped it! cries. and i miss her! okay here goes my to do list.

1. ECO AD&A
2. xmas with elvoodoosa
3. sisters' island meetings
4. go out with emily
5. dinner with jibin
6. og outing
7. cg outing
8. SHOP FOR GARY'S WEDDING
9. go out with spydee clique
10. otc camp
11. i-guides camp
12. pace
13. trng
14. nyaa
15. cya
16. work
17. pack the bloody room

aww. the first few were ((: then toward the end was )):

Thursday, 14 December 2006

nothingness

Thursday, 14 December 2006
argh. mosquitos suck.

21 bites. i hope its not dangue.

i guess thats what friends are for.

sacrifising the time to study for bio and instead go and feed mosquitos.
missing beauty sleep just for accompany while waiting for the bus.
meeting up to mug but ended up sleeping.

yup. i guess.

oc1 later. wahhh so difficult ): and consulting ler ytd dint help much. okay maybe just abit. but i guess its my fault too.

the briefing today was.. i can sorta predict the future. its gonna be difficult. like waaaaaayyy hard. wish i had listened. i duno why, the changes i made were worse and worse. and sip's gonna be much tougher. in terms of sourcing. unlike htm.

gahhh. its like wham, bam!

and i hadnt been seeing jenn ard. aiyah feel kinda bad too.

like what weiting told me, yea i dont have that many 3 years to waste. i really dont wish to think about the future, but.. sighs.

i was thinking about this a few days ago. why on earth do novelists have to keep writing about mad scientists trying to invent time machines and go bonkers in the end? like, whats the point of even inventing a time machine in the first place? firstly, its almost scientifically impossible to travel through time, just like orbing. yes, like breaking down the object into particles then assembling them together again? ewww, no thanks. you'd never know where your arm would end up at, maybe out of your eyesocket or something.

anw back to the time machine. so what if you went to the future and know whats gonna happen? then you'll be able to buy lottery and win truckloads of money isit? or you can travel back in time and stop the americans from dropping the atomic bomb in japan? but so what? what if they never dropped the bomb in japan? the war could jolly well be continuing until now. yea like the black death. if the fire hadnt occured, i guess the black death would have just killed the entire england.

okay im drifting off. point is, why invent the time machine when 1. its not gonna work. 2. its useless to change anything.

but then again, that thinking was a few days ago. right now, i take back what ive said, AND I WANT A TIME MACHINE! i wanna change my decisions. i wanna stay in sa. or i wanan stay in htm.

sobs.

i was glued to asian games just now before coming to school. OH MAN! ken terauchi. 2 1/2 front somer 2 twists pike. OMG ROCKS. he should have gotten that gold instead of that china shithead. and yu okamoto too ):

okay shall go. OC1! wish me luck (:

Monday, 11 December 2006

he ji mo xiang chu yi you mo qi

Monday, 11 December 2006
(sing to the tune of rain rain go away)
term test, term test go away.
come again anoth-

wait. dont ever come again.

things to do after term test:
1. ECO AD&A
2. shop for gary's wedding (:
3. sisters' island
4. spend time with elvodoosa!
5. outing with cg (:
6. outing with og (:
7. PACK THE DAMN ROOM
8. find time for myself (:
9. everything else.

little children want to play
term test, term test go away.

Saturday, 9 December 2006

suay suay suay

Saturday, 9 December 2006
why am i so suay?
why am i so suay?
why am i so suay?
why am i so suay?
why am i so suay?
why am i so suay?
why am i so suay?

seriously. i forgot my shirt today and i waited for ken to open the shop for half an hour. and when he came i told him i'll go back and get my shirt. so i took another 1 hour to go back home cos i missed the bus.

damn suay.

then at work, there's this lady who requested for me to deliver the ice cream to her shop. but her directions were so unclear! omg so i got lost for 30 mins. luckily i called ken and he rmbred the shop. whew~

and i lost my nametag. but luckily jianzhen lent me his. permanently. hahaha who ask him got new nametag. eeeee haolian.

and caspar is daoing me!! bleah! hmrph damn sad la.

oh yea mon mon workerd with me ytd! and that hateful couple. sighs. but luckily there was zafir and jianzhen too. and for once jianzhen talked. hahaha weird. okay la zafir says im weird too. so we're one whole bunch of weird ice cream sellers.

and zafir is damn irritating la! hahah i dont wanna work closing with him anymore. and jianzhen gets high at night. esp after throwing rubbish. i think that's his hobby. real weird. AND HE KEEPS HIS TIMETABLE IN HIS WALLET! ahhaha. marinetime engineering. or whatever.

argh mug mug mug! sheesh i haven start mugging )): and why am i here blogging instead ):

alrights, off. BIO IS SO IRRITATING!!

i hate my luck!


anws, to you, if you're reading this. dont worry okay, jianzhen dont like me. he just crapped because he thinks im weird. i know its not normal for him to crap, but maybe thats cos you were there too! so cheer up eh. and i wont snatch from you one. he's so not my type ((:

what you dont know wont hurt you.

Friday, 8 December 2006

i cnt believe my luck, my memory, and my intelligence.

Friday, 8 December 2006
dear butterfly,

how are you coping now? hope you are fine wherever you are.

as for me, im failing everything now. organic chem, inorganic. maths 1&2. cell bio, microbiology. you name it.

sighs. was i wrong in my decision? why isit that everything i do is wrong?

and i dont see the need to study anymore. i no longer have that kinda motivation alr.

and i think my luck really sucks. i dont know why im having such retribution la. did i do anything wrong?

im like crying everyday. and term test is coming soon. HOW!?!?

the worst is, i think we arent impt anymore. and i know that.

will you come back soon? im not seeing you ard. or maybe you're enjoying yourself there.

anyway, good luck in whatever you do.

love, prince.

Monday, 4 December 2006

stand chart

Monday, 4 December 2006
stand chart is finaly over! omg i really dint feel good during stand chart but nvm its all over.

i dont wanna fail anymore ): I MUST PASS THIS WEEK POP QUIZ AND TERM TESTS! but sisters island tmr. hope i can be discipline enough to not watch tv when i get back ):

speaking of which, i should go now and stop blogging. ARGHHH.

aiyah, nvm la. i dont mind even if i get scolding from tim alr. im not impt anw. they are.

and then. WE are not impt anwmore. its true. ask yourselves.

OFF.
 
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