slumber party! elf trng ):

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TAN GEK TENG!!

went to school first cos i firmly believed my jeans were lying somewhere at igs. so i dragged 2 big bags of pressies and my big bag of sleepover stuff and went there. i told the staff about it and left my contacts there while they informed mariko sensei.

so i dragged the 2 big bags of pressies and my big bag of sleepover stuff and went to the library to pass time while waiting for hj to call me. read sooo many books my eyes'd gone blurred. and finally! mariko sensei called me and said she found my jeans. yayness. so i dragged the 3 big heavy and useless barang barang over to igs again. 3 storeys up down and up down again. and dont forget up down the library too. no joke. i almost died. gek'd better be grateful.

hahaha i got my jeans and gcc tee back! woohoo 56 bucks saved. then went to the bus stop to wait for hj. I SWEAR PPLE WERE STARING AT ME LIKE IM SOME KINDA NUTCASE ALIEN FROM PLANET WHOOH WITH 2 BAGS OF OUTER SPACE JUNK. all the way from igs to library to igs again to bus stop to INTERCHANGE!

jenn and gek came to meet us. gek is some sick bin with hordes of bacteria and germs and i think she spreaded to me but i recovered within a day anyway. back to point. so we went to buy gek her cake and liangteh which she stubbornly did not finish despite hj and i nagging at her. and then to ntuc like 4 aunties with a trolley and many many bags of presents and sleepover stuff.

finally! we went to jenn's house to start the party. gosh, i bet we were thinking she's still 7 or what. we bought balloons party hats buzzlightyear plates and cups and whatnots.

so after dinner and a movie later, we went down to some playground and talked like how long. and cos it was like 2 plus 3, we were easily freaked out by stupid stuff like leaves and snails and whatever :X and the scariest: some 17 yr old guy committed suicide the day before and the blood was not cleaned up until that day. so we couldnt go to our initial plan and had to head for the other direction. so naturally we were scared la.

went back up and gek slept cos she was seriously sick and she has first aid course first thing in the morning.so the 3 of us ended up friendstering. i like friendster cos you see that the world is so small and who knows who. even those super distant kinda, if you get what i mean. and i hate it that i forgot to sign out friendster in school! urgh now i cnt go in.

and hj knows yeetien! haha the world is sooo small like i said. and reuben knows yize. hj knows shazira and yanming knows shahira! gosh.

and h02 is linked to sa too! wt-->jasmine and qiaofei. emily, kohting-->jibin and huijuan. shiying-->huijuan. jeremy-->yixiang and sam. mich-->weiliang. and many many more. i think its cos we all come from different schools. i love sa for broadening my life (:

back to slumber party. so i dint sleep a wink at all. i was like on the verge of dozing off then gek's alarm went off. and i snoozed it like 5 times? her snooze is powerful i tell you. every 5 mins it starts mary moe oh-oh-oh-oh and i get up to snooze it again.

finally we managed to wake gek up to bathe and we had breakfast! yummy honey stars (:

then hj accompanied me to interchange. lucky her! she gets to go home and snore and i rushed home to bathe in 15 mins and cabbed down to school for bloody pace. my bag was sooo heavy cos i had 2 pairs of jeans in there -.-

needless to say, i slept in pace. i was the only one okay, damn paiseh. the seniors were all sitting right behind lichun me lingwei mich and all. i think they were marking down me for nodding off. hey! dont blame me! 3 hours of dumb report writing which i alr know and got a Z for it, what do you expect? ive long thrown it away.

after the torturous session, it was lunch time! lw mich and i went mos to eat. yummies (: then as usual, we talked for damn long. 3 hours i think. lw is super random. we could have talked longer if it wasnt for me stoning there. sighs i was seriously tired. so i went home while they continued talking.

hahaha why do we always talk for so long after pace?

and i wanna go gcc!! jane please call me pleaseeeeeeeee. its just fun, not cos of my eyecandy alr. i dont think he's in gcc anymore la. oh and if i do change course, i dont think i will ever see him again la.

elf today was.. killer. first part of trng was.. scary. hahah im so afraid of heights. sorry gek i cnt be a wife's man. hahah i prefer mummy's boy (: okay inside joke. anw i took damn long to go up the stupid pamper pole la T.T and cheng was my belayer! argh, okay la but i trust him. but still, i duno why i took damn long. super paiseh la!

gek hj and i were spilt up. then i was hesistating between hj and cheng's group. cos jianhui was at hj's group then bryan and jialiang were at cheng's. i thought jh was worse, so i went over to cheng's group. big mistake! i cnt stand them both. i think all the other baby elves too.

and flying fox! argh what is wrong with me? i dont think i can be elf anymore la. sheesh. i hate myself for being so useless.

but luckily no multi-vine. i'll die i tell you. and tim is the instructor for multi-vine! :X

oh oh! something happened during flying fox. i was supposed to be the ladder person for jaz so i went there la. then jianhui walked with me to make sure i know how to do it. then when i was setting up the ladder, tim shouted from multi-vine.

tim: eh later go for lunch okay?
me: -shakes head and bleahed-
jh: you talking to me or her?
tim: her la. you want come together for lunch also can.

wahlao then jh v bushuang and walked away. shit la damn paiseh. i think jh will hate me more.

and the moth still likes red ((: hahahah okay inside joke again.

then lunch. wth why must that bloody jialiang come with us? we nv invite him la! anw i still dint get to eat my meesiam ): and design is closing alr la!

when we finished lunch and were walking back to alp site, we saw the seniors at saa. so we shouted up. then i think they were there slacking la. soooo evil. i duno why they must treat tim like that lor.

after lunch it was seriously hell. my most dreaded day finally came: cleaning the storeroom and the shed. the storeroom was fine. the shed is gross! i'll never pity ants again.

and adlan is sooo girl. haha twisties rock eh? oh no inside joke again! but then it was still sooo very tiring that twisties' not having any effect on me alr.

hahahahaha hj and i were laughing like crap at someone something which reminded us of gek. hahaha he's a coolie! as is ku li in chinese. hahaha oh no too many inside jokes.

finally can go home alr sia. i took like 1.5 hours to reach home! what happened to 69 and 24 la. and i watched my dear feng shen bang until midnight. hahah. rocks (:

hope jenn's toe is fine! take care okay ah girl!

going for some csc thing later with gek. sighs i duno how to get there!

and i shall start eating healthily to make my shit come out. i hate being constipated!

2006 now is a boring year. and 2007 would be worst. no world cup no olympics. i still rmbr how i loved athens olympics. catalina ponor (: her beam is amazing. like flawless. thats a freaking 10cm wide beam and she does all these things i cant even do on the floor. hahaha. she bloody deserved the gold (: and my crazy obsession with her. and the swimming and gym events.

till here then (:

i want sa back. cnt i have sa back? i cnt have sa back.

cries. i was googling for saints' blogs just now and they were all like today my cg.. so my clique went to ps.. i hate mugging for promos.. had lunch at pp macs.. phy lect is boring.. mr whowhowho sucks.. ponned econs lect.. met blahblah at bus stop.. but not just them la, all my jc friends too. I ALSO WANT!! why why why was i so dumb? even if i were to go sa next yr, sa would nv be the same again.

was reading through my old posts, the ones during orientation and cny. sighs so many ppl warned me against poly, but why dint i listen? dok, sometimes i really hate you. i hate you for ruining me. and most of all, i hate you for ignoring me after all ive done for you.

am i suffering from amnesia?

ARGHHHHHH. KILL ME PLEASE.

wth is wrong with me? how could i leave my jeans and gcc tee at igs!?!? fuck. 50 bucks gone like that. and i wanted to spend my salary on clothes and books and my fossil watch and belt and wallet and the shoes on sale at tpy! wtf now i have to waste money on jeans again.

and cheapest place for jeans is giordano. but giordano jeans aint cheap anymore. the other time i went it was 70 bucks. and i almost disowned my mum because of that. we quarrelled for like 2 days. and i still dint get to buy it.

but my old jeans!! it was soo nice. and doggie and yane has the same pair too T.T

and i think the sparkling green ear stud we bought is jinxed. gek lost her stopper and my right ear swelled when i wore it. IT WAS CLEAN AND STERILISED WITH ALCOHOL FIRST OKAY?! so i switched to my left ear cos i accidentally threw my rose away ): and it was sooo painful that i wanted to take it out badly. but i couldnt. so i forced it out and now its bleeding ):

wahlao i hate being poor. and ugly. and fat. and no future. and bleeding ):

no money = no looks = no figure = no bf ):

my life is in a mess )):

i really dont want to be here lamenting again. i just duno why this kinda stuff keep happening to me.

where should i go now? who can i turn to?

1. i finally know why my dad loves my sis so much and why he hates me so much. but thats not a good reason for him to do so!

2. i really duno whether to switch or not. maybe its the hols doing me in. ive been having a break for soo long alr that ive forgotten the evilness of htm. and im alr numb to it.

3. biomed biotech? htm? sa? im even having thoughts for chemeng. urgh i hate decisions. even things as simple as what to eat. maybe im too lazy to work my punny brain. but i really cnt think now. my brain's so saturated alr.

4. and most of all, i hate changes. all the changes ive experienced have proved traumatising to me. okay maybe not all, but most. and the worst was leaving sa for htm. now i have to brace myself for another change. who knows if it'll be better or worse?

5. i went for consultation with bms course manager today. she said the worst-case senario of switching course is, i'll take one more year to graduate. then i might as well wait for next intake right? at least i wont have to take 6/7 modules at one go. although thats the worst-case senario, but what are the chances? i might as well not take the risk.

6. 6/7 modules!! can you imagine!?!? with only 5 biz modules im alr dying! but i still find time for tv la. but as modules are worse. i'll have to mug like a nerd for 3 years. no tv no comp. 5 as modules are bad enough. 2 more to add on my burden?!?

7. i really really dowan bio. watching dok struggle in airport was disturbing. watching my sis throw tantrum over bio is worse. and bms is WOAH. hap? ask jenn, she almost died. pathology? hell, im not gonna be a forensic pathologist! microbiology? im alr yawning reading my sis' bio book and you want me to study something smaller and more eye-straining? i'll yawn like 5 times/sec. although its quite impossible.

8. pipc? no prob! chem is my love. finishing pipc in 2 months? ask seumas. he told me i'd have to mug like siao, 24/7, even if you're some super chemistry-inclined freak. which im obviously not. no joke.

9. im considering chemeng cos, im not sure if i'll like bio. if i really dont like, then eng would be better for me right? loi and jialun says it sucks, even meiyan too! fukang's snoring in nus cos its so boring. so should i believe them? but my phy's not wonderful either, that'll be seumas, future math/phy teacher. hey that cat! he copied my new-founded ambition! but he'll be the one who'd make it to nie, not me.

10. im still considering biotech too. although its more bio then bms. but! it has the plants and animals options thingo. and i love love plants and dont mind animals (minus the excretion). plus, they have the dna thingy which i quite wanna do for forensic.

11. and bms has the biomed option and pharmacy thing option. biomed is more human (urgh) but it has the dna thing too! pharmacy is more chem <3 good for forensic too. i said good not wonderful. but i guess the forensic thingy needs both dna and the chem analysis thing. arghhhhh. and they dont have each other's elective ):

12. bms is competitive ): and jenn says its boring. but weini mich charles said that bms is better ):

13. i dowan sa cos of gp and pe. gp i dont mind report since i got z, but i dowan critical reading and essay! and sa pe is torturous. i dowanna run track for 2 consecutive days!!

and there's really no one to give me advice. all i have is support. i know yall support me, thanks but i really need something more practical ):

moe accepted my application for relief teaching! yes ah! (: evs pls call me!!

i swear, gek is some C-R-A-Z-Y shopper. shes like some tourist la damn funny. she goes crazy everywhere. jenn goes crazy in outfitter too. hj stays for hell long in acessories shops. and i was just being their boyfriend and standing around waiting hahaha. i practise self-control all the time please. i walk around but i dont ever spend on anything. except food. haha not my fault im not rich! i dont ever have money. and shopping with pple who buybuybuy doesnt feel very good. haha too bad for me.

and i haven touched my cam in months ):

okay end of post. byebye

my guilt is killing me ): and i miss evs!!

i really feel like dying when i face elvoodoosa. i think its the pressure im giving myself la, but i feel that the pressure is necessary. its like, jenn told me she wants to go for elf cos she like forgot her high e stuff alr. gek's so enthu about tmr's alp although she's sick like a baby. and hj is forever looking forward to alps.

sighss. i was the most enthu one in the past. when they all felt like quiting elf, i was still happily reminiscing about my IT participants. now, i dont even feel like briefing and debriefing them ): i know its not my 3 fen zhong re du acting up again. i guess im too affected by the logistics thing.

wahhh!! chinka is damn lame. the whole convo im laughing my ass off and rolling my eyes! omg i seriously duno how joanne stands him. i think he's 1000 times worse then ah boon when he's in his hyper mood.

and my hair still sucks. i think i can never let down my hair in the next 6 months T.T maybe i'll go to carol sis and ask her to help me cut. but then again, she's still a trainee! :X

jenn and gek's relation is soo cute. i think they are like emily and kohting la. they are sooo close that they dont have to be together forever. and they dont even have to give birthday pressies! sighs i also want )):

and i saw eexuan guilin fuyee they all today at popular! hahha they're still as chio and cute as ever! oh the evs culture (: and i miss them so much! and i think we stood there to talk for 15 mins. haha they're sooo nice. i mean, they're from cello so they're not my direct juniors but they're still so nice to me! i'll go back evco sometime and meet up with all my juniors soon (: caught up with jessy yile, now i still need to meet up with alice they all and the cello gals!

guilin told me something that broke my heart today. dokhui went back evs for speech day with shiwei. and i really felt like crying after they left and when i told this to gek. but i stopped myself from tearing. its such a small matter, and its sooo over. i really shouldnt bother anymore.

but i just dont understand, why do they all have to keep reminding me about her? like when yane sees her with her bf, she'd msg me ):

ohoh! they had spa today. hahah hope it went well ((:

shit. i forgot to pass them the inviations i spent 2 days making. and i cnt pass them tmr cos only hj's going for alp. sighs, my efforts gone to waste.

countdown. 4 more days to queen sotong's big day! hope she's feeling better alr (:

- Five Colours In Her Hair

oh man. i hate xrays. i'd always feel like im gonna die cos i'm not supposed to breath in. body xrays are okay cos they only take like 3 secs, but mouth xrays suck. they take like forever. and im not supposed swallow, i'm allowed to breathe though. but im so afraid of swallowing the xrays that i'd stop breathing. cos i felt that if i breath naturally, i'd swallow too. i mean, try breathing for 10 secs without swallowing, bearing in mind that you'd die if you'd swallowed the rays.

so anw, i almost died not breathing during the process. thats why i hate xrays.

and i think i have a damn high xray exposure compared to normal pple. i have what dental xrays and backbone xrays like so very frequently. i'd die soon of xray poisioning.

and im not random anymore! hahhaha. woots.

yays we gonna cut hair tmr! and i wanna dye hair. urgh i need money money money.

and i kept forgetting, thanks hj! love ya ((: i think you know what im refering to. i guess, thats what friends are for (:

5 more days to the most anticipated event of my poly life (: excluding og birthday. and no, its not promos or spa (:

ohhhh i love danny danny danny. he's so cute ((: and i love his singing!

Five Colours In Her Hair by McFly

Do do do do do doo [x3]

She's got a lip ring and 5 colours in her hair
Not into fashion but I love the clothes she wears
Her tattoo's always hidden by her underwear
She don't care

Everybody wants to know her name
I threw a house party and she came
Everyone asked me
Who the hell is she?
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair

She's just a loner with a sexy attitude
I'd like to phone her cos she puts me in the mood
The rumours spreading round that she cooks in the nude
But she don't care, she don't care

Everybody wants to know her name
How does she cope with her new found fame?
Everyone asks me
Who the hell is she?
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair

She was all I thought about
The girl I couldn't live without
But then she went insane
She couldn't take the fame
She said I was to blame
She'd had enough
And shaved five colours off
And now she's just a weirdo with no name

Everybody wants to know her name
How does she cope with her new found fame?
Everyone asks me
Who the hell is she
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair

Do do do do do doo [x3]

and no, that weirdo isnt gek (:

ive ran out of tomato juice and im dying. i think im turning into a tomato sucking vampire ):

pls pls wireless, dont keep going off.

wah lao bloody wireless. piss me off again.

and that stupid shit dad of mine keeps insisting he's right when i explained like hell about the situation but he just doesnt wanna listen. hell, i dont even explain to him alr since he wont listen. then he starts scolding me again for not listening. wtf get your facts right.

someone in my block has a very cute car. black mazda x-8. cute as in hot cute. and it has like eyes nose and mouth, like disney pixar's cars the movie. so when we went parkway parade the other day, we saw a red mazda x-8 at the car park. haha so cute. exactly the same. with the eyes nose and mouth. must be the cute car's gf ((:

went to tpy for flag day. oh man the memories come flooding back to me again. how we rushed for weihao's photos and cake and everything else. and how the og family would always go to mooi kee for chicken rice (: yum yum. and although i dont eat chicken rice chilli, i liked moi kee's chilli (: oh and sa's too. this must be ai wu ji wu.

then meet weiting my mortal to pass her presents (: yays this is a nice angel! and where has my angel fallen to? oh yea maybe i should play angel and mortal with elvoodoosa too. but then again, better not.

anw poor girl was mugging for promos ): haha jia you my dear. i'd rather to be mugging too T.T so we went for my 5th meal of the day(!) when its only 2pm! gosh i have to stop spoiling my diet plan. the sr girls at tpy lib macs are really inconsiderate. i mean not just them la, others also. why must they mug in the bloody cramp and noisy macs when there's another bigger one in less then 100m away. and there's free preview of superstar.

so wt and i kept standing in front of the girls and hoped that they would notice that we're trying to find seats to eat and then give up the seats to us. but no they continued sitting down and doodling. wth they arent even studying! just let us have the damn seats la freak. and one of the girls was holding an econs book. i soooo felt like thrasing her with my A econs rubbish.

so when we finally spotted someone who's really finishing their food, we walked towards their
table, but still talking about the sr girls. so from a distance, i was talking to wt about them while looking at them, and they too did the same thing. sorry, correction. i was glaring at them. i glared till they turned away. what bitches! they're obviously in the wrong still dare to stare at me. i curse that you fail your econs like shit.

anw superstar was crap. mich and i kept making the OUT sound. like taet-taet-taet-ing at all the contestants. (you know the sound when you get something wrong?) i'd only ding-dong-ding-dong at one (: and wt said one of her sec sch friends (now in jc) went for superstar too, and just got in. omg! what an idiot! pple mugging for promos he go and compete. stupid la go for campus better right. anw heard that he was featured in this week's iweekly.

my grandma's so cute (: i gave her, my grandaunt, grandpa and godma part of my salary. and everyone was like thanks ah thanks ah (: but my grandma refused to thank me cos she felt that it's my duty to do so. but i know that she's joking la cos she was so happy (: so she was waving her hands in the air and saying shi ying gai de. suo yi wo bu hui gen ni jiang thankuet de ah. and she just did ((:

but its such a small amount compared to what my parents give her, and she's alr so happy (: so cute!

mummy bought coconut today. and she said not to finish it all by myself cos my legs'd feel jellish. but i didnt listen to her and now they do feel like jelly ):

anw i was thinking about the rhyme i was taught during kindergarden. c-o-c-o-n-u-t, coconut..blah blah blah. i cnt rmbr, it's in malay! and i rmbred my teacher was teaching us, and my malay friends would recite it with ease and i'd just follow blindly, or mutely.

yes! my wireless is back! after like 3 days ((: hahaha thank goodness (:

when i was taking mrt with mon today, i finally realised something i had always wanted to say but keep forgeting. which is, if everyone knew how to stand at the correct side of the escalator, aka the left side, we wouldnt all choke up the escalator and create a bottleneck. and we wouldnt all be late. and the world would become a better place. hell, whats all the advertisement and posters on keeping to the left side for?

and the following crap is meant for charles.

my day is lousy today because charles is irritating me. i duno why he keeps asking me for girl advice. do i look like im a girl chaser expert? and i have to hand it to him. he never fails to piss me off. what, did he learn this in some HOW-TO-PISS-PPLE-OFF crash course?

YAY YAY YAY!!

yayness! lingwei won her!!! hahaha 5 Zs. coolies!!

im so happy i cnt stop smiling ((:

and she's addicted to spider cos of me (((:

lingwei'd gone crazy from imf.

me: do you know wheres copthorne orchid hotel?
lw: copthorne and millenium merged with CPL. horizontal integration.

FAINTS. i cnt rmrb a single shit about int. okay, maybe the 5 aspects of service. but who gives a shit anw, except for the starbucks manager who broke her word and dint call me.

dong yao.

went for injection today with mon. wahh why does my arm ache now?

then dropped my mum at amk and took the cab back home. and when the cab went past sa, i suddenly have the urge to jump down the cab ): i miss sa alot alot.

and i really gave it a good thought. even if i were to quit htm nw and to go sa next yr, i wouldnt be as happy as i was. after all, s05 and og16 is the best cg and og i ever had. i mean, although i only had one cg and og, but its like the memory. no matter how nice the my future cg or og would be, s05 and og16 is still my very first cg and og. they will always be the best in my heart (:

call it a mental block if you want. like what jasmine told me last time, maybe it is. maybe im just stubborn. (haha! like my jap hottie!) everyone'd moved on, except me. i wished i had their mindset. im just making myself miserable.

and not to mention my eyecandy would be in j2 while i'd still be in j1! T.T

anw when i was going to drop my mum off at amk, we went past this pri sch: teck ghee pri. and omg! when i saw their school uniform, i immediately thought of my jap hottie. yes the hottest one. he was wearing something exactly like that! kawaii ne~

arghh. its their 4th day in singapore alr ): 2 more days and its really goodbye. oh well anw it was alr goodbye 2 days ago. STOP THINKING ABOUT THE IMPOSSIBLE!!

anw, what a lousy gpa i have! urgh. and YOU! 4 Zs is really... are you even human?!?! and i bet kenneth has more Zs then all of us put together.

sobs. i want my jap hottie!! hottie hot hottie (:

and i cnt stop thinking about him! urgh. and once i think about him i'll start listening to jap songs ):

alrights i shall stop the obsession. unless i fly to japan?

*crosses fingers* maybe i'll see him in my dreams ((:

knct hotties ((:

ARGHHHH!!!

i know i have alr complained like billion of times alr, but im still feeling a great rush of regret. big sighsss.

i made 3 new friends today, and im quite lucky in the sense that all 3 of them are so cute and hot! omg most jap guys are cute and hot anw. except for the 2 i know la, ryoma and tsura.

anw, i should have learnt jap first! i was miming the whole day and speaking in totally horrible english, worse that what you'd say to your maids. arghhhh and because of this i dint dare to talk alot to them, let alone get their emails! WAHHH regret sia. haha although my hottie's eng's not very good (he takes like 1 min to say one word), he even took out his electronic dictionary to translate la. rocks (: and he's the hottest and cutest!

and they are damn nice, although not very nice during games la. but when they were leaving, the 3 of them all smiled at me and said bye and one of them even gave me a FULL BOW before he left!! omg ((: so cute i'll never forget their smiles :P

and they really have style okay! and huijuan was saying tsura is very style. if he is, then my jap hotties are 1000 times more style then him. i think hj'll faint when she sees them. and i cnt type hj in my blog leh. hj can refer to either hanjun or huijuan. haha.

now i feel that my eyecandy's aint cute or hot anymore. hahaha. so fickle :X

anw during captain's ball games, the jap pple are so willing to pass to me the ball although im the only girl in team. but the singaporeans wont. that dominic's friend la. and did i mention that dominic looks horribly like that botak guy from take the lead? and he's damn zai at volleyball! more zai then daniel xu and seumas. he's from cchms, and weiting says he's from volleyball and he's the xiao cao and all. and the feng yun ren wu blah blah. but he ______ and kena ** before! omg. but he's nice la. and he's half indian?!?! but he speaks jap and chi!! omg zai. but still, i dont like him.

back to hottest hottie (urgh forgive my limited vocab!), he's so zai at captain's ball too! better than anyone ive seen before. actually the rest of the jap students too la. and its only their first time playing! wow i bet he's a basketball player. he's legs are sooo hot. and he's shen shou damn good ((: but i blocked him once ((: but he's still a gentleman!

but jingyi says that jap guys are very da nan ren zhu yi. like some of the gals, they dont dare to go into the same lift as the guys although there are still spaces.

and another hottie gave me his calligraphy (: so cool. and his handwriting rocks.

oh! they're staying at copthorne orchid hotel. i suddenly have the urge to go stalk them at the lobby ):

aiyoyo this whole past is dedicated to my hotties -.- i think ppl are bored reading it alr la. okay dont read dont read.

but then again, even if i know jap, i dont think i'll be successful in getting their emails also la. im so ugly T.T not like felicia, there are like 6 jap quite hot guys surrounding her lor.

and 2 rounds of captain's ball had made me soo shagged. but that benox gl is worse la. and he designed the benox shirt!! omg so zai!! and i think he's interested in jingyi!! woots (: and terence also! either her or peilin la. yay peilin's so cute (: and im not from hwa chong la! im from st andrews!! hmrph.

cries! i want my jap hottie!!! sobs ):

anws evil pig, if you are reading this, yes i will laugh at your helmet if i were there at the alp today (:

sch reopen + prelims!

hahaha my sis' chionging for prelims now. yays im gloating. but not for long. there's 3 months hols waiting for her T.T

but i'll switch with her anytime. Os are like close-eyes easy.

ye de di qi zhang is so kong bu. both the mtv and the song. reminds me of fa zheng xian feng.

jay chou's so funny! i think he rehearsed his interview with mtv la cos its so not the usual him (not that i know him very well though). cos the mtv and the song is sth like a detective case, so he said if he's a detective, he'd like to investigate his own case. because his sports shoes often go missing, must be someone from nan quan mama.

its been one week since the hols and my 34 items to do list is... 1/34 completed :X which is shopping with elvoodoosa ): how productive. come on! time's running out!

im sooo gonna die tmr!! i duno a single word of jap and the jap students hardly know any english ): im prepared to use idiots' sign language.


oh and! did i mention that there are billions (okay maybe just a few) sa lookalikes in tp. and one of them looks like terence tay! and i just found out today that that terence tay lookalike is in jcc. coolness. but too bad im not interested in terence tay. hahha i want my eyecandy!! T.T


zzzzzzz

no mood for elf ):

i suddenly felt that i'd quit elf.

1. because of gcc, i duno if i'd pon elf tmr or to leave gcc early. its like bu san bu si if i go for both. so might as well choose one only right.

2. i dont like the main comm. damn _______ (fill in the blank yourself) la. i duno how to say la, but i have a feeling like they dont like me. partially cos tim is my friend but i how can they do this right? i mean hj's also close with tim ma. not to mention gek and jenn too.

3. during meeting that time, i asked chuanhui and jianhui if its okay if i go for halfday tmr. and they not only nv answer me, they gave each other a smirk! wtf.

4. THEY BLOODY GO PUT ME IN LOGISTICS!! wtf! the shittiest sai kang of all!! just because im close with tim then give me sai kang also la??!?!? wahlao if jenn can be in admin and gek and hj can be in resource, why cant i!??! its not that i dont want to be under tim, but logistics!!! can you imagine me doing LOGISTICS?!?! i mean, i can drop the helmets on the floor, even if im only holding 3. and its not like they duno, ch and shidah saw me drop before la. so you want a careless sotong for the job? you've got it. just dont blame me if the participants die of equipment failure.

5. i detest the ants living in the shack and the storeroom! gross. and you want me to clean those places? in your nightmares.

6. im afraid of heights!! like im alr shivering on the half-pamper pole thing. and you still want me to climb all the way up to maintain the bloody stuffs? hell, told you i cnt be in logistics!!!

7. im the only one in logistics okay. i mean out of those elves whom i like la, like alan or kamir. like even cheng hwee's in resource! haha lucky him, can see his eyecanday :P now i have no one to talk to during trng la! freak.

8. if i remain in htm, i'd be unable to go for elf very often cos of tas. but if i change course, i'd be taking all 10 modules at one go, so all the more i wont be going for elf! urgh.

9. and so what if i stay all the way? i wont get promoted to sub comm or even main comm what, since the POWERFUL people dont like me. and even if im really promoted, i'd only be what quarter mistress. HELL, I ALR HATE LOGISTICS SOOO MUCH YOU STILL WANT ME TO BE IN CHARGE!!????

so whats the use of still staying in elf?

(and for once, im not random anymore!)

.

i guess this kinda backstabbing will never end.

urgh ):

and i thought that exams were the most stressful thing. turns out there are more to come.

and choosing courses to switch is one of them. not to mention waiting for the results. but before that there are the exam results too. and then my job interview results.

although im pretty sure i got the job at starbucks, im still keeping my fingers crossed :X but im still considering on 4.50/hr. hello, i gave that manager like tonnes of tips to improve their standards. haha all the more they should pay me more. i'll be what, barista-cum-part time consultant!

and then again, intHT's really useful eh. to a certain extent la. econs too (: orgbeh is common sense (i mean, the reinforcement theories? hell, we all know about punishment!). RHT NOT A DAMN THING.

and im alr like 150 bucks in the red, plus i have to buy cargo for gcc and elf on tue! and cargos aint cheap. i saw one at s&k, its like 50 bucks. urgh where's my pot of gold?

biotech? biomed? sa? and maybe a hint of chemeng. ahhhhh i duno. its like jae all over again. sort of.

and by the time i grad from nie, i'll be like 24. hell, how do those nie teachers look so young?!

arghhh decisions decisions again. just stab me now.

and i can alr see my future. serious, i can be a fortune teller. ask the 407 guys. im their shen gun (erm, pronounced like, a stick or baton?) ((:

anws back to my future(?), i'm gonna be a poor and old hag with no husband and no job and no money and i'd most prob go beg borrow or steal to yang xiao bai lian. if im lucky i'd die young of illness cos i have no money or i'd die of old age out of loneliness. if im unlucky, i'd live till 100 and be sleeping under the drain or overhead bridge or at the void deck.

and i feel so lonely now. not that kind. i mean, now that when i go online and wanna talk to the sa people, they're either all chioning pw or offline or busy in one way or another.

hj jb and mon said this before, they're all so used to missing first 3 mths that its like nth now. they dont even miss it now la, like it nv happened before. but although im so used to the missing and the sadness, i still miss and feel sad what. or maybe im not human.

anws meeting on fri. went out with elvoodoosa again (: im so glad that our friendship had alr bloomed so much, that money is like nothing (although we're not working yet) and we can just buy each other stuff when we see something that suits them. its a great improvement, considering that me and hj've only known jenn and gek for like, i duno, very short while.

but on theother hand, maybe we're only materialistic kinda friends. okay, decided! i shall bake them my na shou cookies soon ((: oh sheesh, i forgot that this was supposed to be a secret ):

alrights then, off to my dearest vcds (: i love love love love hk (: okay, singapore you dont have to be jealous, im patriotic too (: and you too england, dont forget im the prince of uk!

-scratches head-

this is the real 300th post (:

i received an anonymous msg just now, saying sth roughly like yo all, this is terence...check your email...happy working with you all... so i was thinking which terence is it. terence tay? cnt be cos he said working and i dont recall looking for jobs with him. then could it be elf's terence? then i read the msg again - hey all - elf's terence where got so hip one right. okay sorry im evil.

so i went to check my email and realised its gcc's terence. i got picked for some thingy la. but now i cnt go cos of bsg alp T.T

arghh bsg!! why?? why must your alp be on the 12th?!?! CRIES. now i cnt go for gcc. considering that they only wanted 20 pple and i got picked ): and i registered with gcc first then jianhui informed us about the alp la T.T

i wanna go gcc. i wanna go gcc. i wanna go gcc. i wanna go gcc. i wanna go gcc. i wanna go gcc. i wanna go gcc. i wanna go gcc. i wanna go gcc. i wanna go gcc. WAHHH.

yane is such a _____. she haven even open her bdae gift from last yr la! and to think that winnie and i spent hours choosing it for her. and its like almost 1 yr alr.

oh yea, like what 8days said, now that creative and apple'd "kiss and made up" i can be patriotic and an ipod lover at the same time ((:

im really sorry i cnt get rid of my randomness! argh. i swear i'll try and stop being so random. after all like what xiufen said, im the random queen.

and that steve irwin thing is so lame. poked by a stingray?!!? they're so yummy. anw he hunted crocs, not turtles! and he got killed by a stingray, not turtles! so whats up with all the turtles on msn.

anw since young i'd been thinking, someday, he'll die that way, like killed by animals in the "line of duty". oh and! since he got killed while doing underwater filming, did they get it on tape?!? hahaha. sorry but its not in my character to have empathy on animal abusers.

hanjun!!!!! dont friend you la! i wanna watch devil wears prada. and gucci. and dior gaucho. and hermes birkin ((: wahh i want T.T anyone with 12k to spare?

okay la i shall be a nice sis and let my sis use the lappy (:

byebye random.

okay i promise i will do away with the randomness before joelle starts complaining about again.

and im so bored!!

lalala. RANDOM.

i had a nightmare last night :X

i dreamt that * got admitted into sgh, same block + same ward as my mummy last time. and * had to stay for 2 months! omg so like my mummy. so sgh became my second home again. i think other than the doctors and nurses im most familiar with sgh alr. like someone whose whoever's terminally ill or sth. -choy- but seriously, i can walk sgh with my eyes closed after that 2 months in sec4.

but its kongbu to see sth happen to someone close to you. and in my dream, * had lukemia or sth. the one that required you to have bone marrow transplant. yea.

and i dont ever wanna see any savannahers ever again! argh so paiseh so paiseh. its worse than wardrobe malfunction ):

joelle choo is an evil pig. sorry that i cnt help the randomness okay.

okay i shall blog again later. the connection's not very good now.

anw, tan gek teng! what on earth do you mean by Sheena! I was here. On 21/8. At 12 23. Don't kill me! I couldn't resist! ????

300th post (: and randomness.

ive decided to make this a happy post.

1. ive long blogged a happy post.
2. but then again, i haven been blogging for a long time so all the more this should be a happy post.
3. exams are over!
4. its the start of hols!
5. no more freaking h02, or some ppl at least. im so sick of their faces. thank goodness for the changing of class system.
6. there's a teeny weeny bit of hope for me to change course.
7. i had an enjoyable teachers day celebration. sort of.
8. lastly, its the 300th post of my blog ((:

HAPPY 300TH POST (: or whatever you call it.

anw, after mugging like house-elves, (OH WAIT! i am an ELF -grins-) i managed to survive bcs int rht econs commskills ob and whatever shit. hahaha but to pass or not, that is the question. but im not going to think about it until the results are sent to my hp, which is anyday soon i think, since this is gon be a happy post (: and theres an A secured for me at least. i wont be miserable even if i failed the rest. not even my oh-so-lovely econs. you wanna beat me in econs, go ahead. im so sick of competing with you ever since ____. serious. i dont care since im gon change course alr. and since AS also has commskills (: so wont be a big diff right? AND, at least i won you in commskills. oh wait, and there you were boasting to me about your commskills too. okay we shall wait and see.

its only the, wait a min, 4th day of hols (i think) and i dead beat alr. my mummy's forcing me to pack and unpack my room. sound contradicting but, unpack as in unpack the BOXES from our shifting of house 7 or 8 mths ago. wow imagine the amt of junk i have. and everyone'd unpacked like within the 1st week! and edmund's more zai. within that day itself. i heard he unpacked like until 4 or 5 am. ROBOT BOY.

and ive been spelling c-o-n-t-r-I-d-i-c-t-i-n-g ever since i knew how to spell. and no one bothered to correct me ):

i like fir's chun lian's mv (: you should go watch sometime too. oh! and pink's who knew, although it makes no sense. but then again, all mvs dont make sense. oh the only one that did is helena i think. nono it doesnt. argh forget what i just said.

so after rht paper, mon and i went up to look for yc and hockkee. WTF I GOT A C FOR RHT. my first C in my entire poly life (okay excluding bcs) oh sheesh. fine im not gonna think about it. its alright if i just know what happened in my heart. i realised i dont have the need to keep repeating myself about the stupid class and their politicking. and i learnt the correct spelling from today's the suite life of zac and cody (:

i have like 34 items on my to-do-list. sighs im racing against time. and i shall ask my sis to teach me bio and chem and amath. or i can ask jenn. or dok. oh i forgot dok'd evaporated from earth.

explaination of the above comment. about the teaching part i mean. after the exasperating encounter with hockkee, i went to AS GO while waiting for mich. not tiny mich, evs mich. but come to think of it, both michs are as tiny (: back to topic. the helpful clark (pardon me, for i duno how to spell that god-forbid word. im no cody!) called up the biotech course manager and he said i can try writing a letter in to one-stop.

but still, im skeptical. i went over to one-stop and that irritating old hag told me to stop dreaming and not to be such an optimist. im guessing she's the pessimist herself and she's trying to influence me into her thinking T.T the wicked witch of one-stop centre.

which also explains my not-so-optimistic msn nick.

look at lingwei's evil nick! the devil eats prata. gek'll flip when she sees this. she's a natural. yea like a cheerleader (:

and im so thankful for the change class system. 3 cheers to that guy who implemented this! on the last day of school, some of them were like, oh my gosh we're so not gonna be in the same class anymore boo hoo hoo and hugging everyone. and i was like yes, yes! shoot me! i just kept looking away and simply refused to make eye contact or let them hug me. yes im poisonous so shoo! and its contagious.

then mich finished her exam and we went to evs. met up with meiyan peifang loi qin yuanlin huilin yane (thats not considered meeting since i see her almost every other day) jaz nans aisyah seumas shazira huda haseena. and all the teachers left were qin's sec2 form teacher (i forgot her name :X) donyeo rozi francisteo-skinnyass sekhar-noass haroldgoh. oh did i mention haroldgoh's the new CO teacher? OMG with sunzhaoliang. i hope he kicks szl out soon.

speaking of co, kitty's the new chairman. wth we groomed her since she's sec2 because we thought she'd be a nice person like our co clique is, who'd will never be like adeline that piece of shit. and in the end, after our batch left, she totally let out her tail. she started to boss yile chairman and jessy vicechair around! wth. and now she's totally arrogant. oh sheesh. hey wait, calm down. this is supposed to be a happy post (:

back to topic, i wanted to ask donyeo about the change of course and the teacher thing and many other stuff. but he ended up talking to seumas. AS ALWAYS. and i was being such an optimist thinking he'd talk to me. consolation price, though, rozi told me to sign up for relief teacher. and i got to talk alot to the rest of the people (: at least he didnt.

after school qin and i went to tm to meet jessy and yile our dear juniors (: fish and co! yummies. i rmbr my first fish and co (with friends) was with dok and the rest. argh heck. its the past now. and qin and i wanted to buy the sweets. haha so lame, but the sweets are so nice (: not to mention the passion fruit! and fish and chips. huijuan's new york's nice too (: duno why shuanghong dont like. oh man! i miss them so much T.T

and we talked for hours. we even went to the most ridiculous place of all, ntuc, just to walk around like aunties. then we kept people watching, like if we saw someone with lotsa presents or flowers, we'd say they're teachers. hahaha jessy started that! and we sat around in macs and saw lerling, cerena, yingyue. cerena's slimmed down! oh so has nans! good for them (: i also want T.T

yays i love just sitting around and talking, like with mich and lw at macs after pace. then again, it depends who's the other party. like i could never talk with ____. not even during lunch. i'd die.

then we saw tan huihong and belle quek. haha she's slimmer now. i rmbr we used to laugh at her figure ever since she joined gg. i guessed she quit gg and regained her figure (: not its my turn to balloon ): meiyan says ive gained weight T.T and my relatives too! CRIES. 5 kg. i cnt handle this ):

and ive been online for 3 hours -.- its really harmful for my eyes you know.

oh theres another reason for me to be happy too! my fridge's stocked up to its max (: but wait a min, that means another 10kg for me ):

and erm actually, 3 of my posts are drafts, so my 300th post aint counted right? haha but whatever. pre-celebration (:

i never knew dan's a shakespearean. at least in my memory, he's a geog student for all i can rmbr. he takes math, geog, econs and yes, maybe lit. okay that explains the where art thou thingy. but i guess he doesnt know the meaning of that sentance.

while we're on the subject of shakespear, i like romeo and juliet too! oh romeo, romeo. wherefore art thou, romeo? im so amazed by the meaning (: he's such a genius.

oh and did you know, romeo's first love aint juliet? its some other gal la, but then when romeo met juliet at the party, he just fell in love with her and forgot about his first love. how heartless right! what a bastard.

urgh, tell me i need to stock up more on my modesty or else pple'll start hating me.

and i should really stop randomness-ing in my titles since all my posts are so random.

i would kill to be in the shoes of yixiang. he has such a wonderful life. wonderful og, 2 wonderful cg, good results, nice family, chio gf, and a nice father like me (: aiyah i want his life so much ): everytime i see his dp i will go omg why is his life so happening? i dont ke wang to be like wenjun, everyday club/orchard road life. i hate clubbing in fact, only the dancing part i like. and orchard road too, daylight robbery, plus so far from home. i prefer bugis thank you very much. i mean, i want yx's happening as in, his cg goes sentosa, valentines, swimming, eat, blah blah. its like they do everything together! like jibin's cg ):

and the only clique i have now is elvoodoosa (: but at least i still have them (:

okay resolution for the hols:
1. sleep early and wake up early (fine, exception: today.)
2. go on a diet! (after my fridge's empty)
3. just compete my to-do-list of 34 or so items.

okay my eyes are really giving way now. gtg!

tata~ (sheesh now im acting cute -.- gross. i disgust myself)