cherish the times

i miss my friends ): well if i actually have.

i cant believe im saying this but i cant wait to go to school. 10 more hours. i suddenly miss the og and some of my cg gals.

and and! i wanna get back my results. although its most prob my doom day and that means that i have to make up my mind fast abt hospi and all, i can actually go back evs and see all my..friends. and teachers who only have seumas in their eyes.

i miss the days when dog-qin-me-bro-ll-sw-pig were still a clique. i miss crapping with doggie and shena. i miss vandalising everything with piggy. i miss eating with anna and winnie. i miss not paying attention in class with yane. i miss the pink panthers.

i miss hamham's teeth. i miss loi's fart. i miss seumas and cheng's attitude. i miss sc's arrogance. i miss charles' irritating-ness. i miss sam and daryl's gaying.

i miss donyeo's shaky hands. i miss roziana's colour pens. i miss sekhar's butt. i miss mok's mop-hairdo. i miss winnietan's skimpy clothes. i miss quarrelling with foo. i miss tsia's lameness.

i miss them all ): really regret not treasuring my last moments in 406 and that i actually cant wait to get away from the class competiveness. i dont mind now actually, im used to that feeling alr that i feel kinda lonely and lost without it.

i should cherish sa now. i will.

hospi or not?!?!

happy cny! to my "family": nah give yall angbao :D

gp. can tell that miss ho's really pissed at us for not doing the tutorial, but cos its cny, she dint want to scold us. phew lucky us. she look like the kind who would flare up one lor.

phy lecture. wah the lecturer damn gay la. kelly and i were totally crapping. i kept bothering her until she cant sleep. so i decided to be nice and spare her the agony :D and i targeted ellen instead. ayy gave up halfway cos shes so busy copying so i decided i shall be nice again and went to sleep.

huajie!! we miss you and your flower! dont pon school la you pang seh-er.

cny celebrations in school was..rubbish la. the performances were okay. dance and band was great! co really cmi. sighs lucky i dint join, so diu lian :X

we had like 30 mins break after lecture, before perfromance. so i went over to jas and talked with her. then i realised sth, so i went back to my seat to reflect. just then dotter came over.

dotter: hello!
me: -looks up with a sian look-
dotter: huh what happen to you?
me: -tearing- i just realised our og is sooo seperated. i dont want ):
dotter: -hugs-

): thanks dotter for your hugs! 3 in all. really thanks alot (: you were the first to hug me this whole year. and when i went to meet winnie after celebrations, she hugged me too (:

i feel loved (:

but i really dont want us seperated. its only been like a few weeks, what will happen to us in future? can our bond take the test?

og reunion dinner. hope everyone can make it. well i dont expect xigua and ailin to come but hope the rest can come ): its most prob the last dinner tgt alr. after that results coming out.

and i wanna go someone's house bai nian and play mahjong and cards! okayokay?

oh yah went to meet winnie at bugis. I SAW THE NCC GUY FROM CAMPUS!! ah he's so cute!! and damn tall. and damn shuai! his gf so lucky la!

today. went grandma's house. i won 12 bucks from playing cards! haha but very little. last time can win 50 plus la. this year luck not good ):

ah i regret going lor. everyone was there psycho-ing me not to choose hospi la. steve joyce jiahui weixiong ronnie chye sandy sylvia uncle victor.. argh!! only sophia supports me la ):

steve say what hotel manager's life span is only 1-2 years cos its damn stress lor. and its either you make it up there or you stay down there. and hotel is the worst job cos it may seem so glarmorous outside, its damn rotten inside lor. and all the hotel managers couldnt get other jobs after that.

wahliao damn traumatised la. then they keep asking me to choice banking. argh!! im so luan now ): doggie! save me!!

wah my sms seriously died after sending the whole og sms. and i think my phone died on me too. kept hanging and switching off by itself. wth la!

my, look at the time! i havent bathe yet ): and im damn sleepy la. shall go then.

zzzzzz

memoirs of a geisha

ytd was fun! poned school cos i really cnt stand tutorials and lectures. tutorials were terribly long and draining and i just want to put my head on the table and sleep but it's quite hard not to get caught so i was seriously dying. =/ lectures damn sian its either we learnt it before (like chem) or we dont understand at all (like econs maths phy). and the timetable was packed with the subs i hate ):

went out with yane. that girl seriously should quit her job la. everyday grumble -.- bought some useless stuffs but still dint get to buy my top in the end ): they dint sell purple tops.

then went cine to meet the og, well half. when can the whole og go out together?!!? dinner was nice and after that we had girls talk. haha the girls are so scandalous! tsk tsk.

sighs i still feel bad abt the *** although the girls say its not my fault. but till now i dont even dare to look at him lor ):

memoirs is nice, but abit the no climax. so its torture for my butt. (2.5 hrs!!) jibin thinks the ending is touching. sh hj and i were busy laughing cos ken watanabe is seriously too old for zhang ziyi! haha and she's like 15 in that movie lor. wth cmi la. now i know why they dont cast gong li for the lead cos she's much older lor. sian. and why her hair forever so messy in the whole movie.

but pls la next time get a pair of more natural contacts for zhang ziyi. seriously cmi. and her eng sucks too.

oh yah! memoirs is seriously a horror movie! the geishas really look like ghosts. and the atmosphere too. lol.

damned. happy stuffs over. now im gonna start flaring up again.

you! wth is wrong with me? will i ever learn my lesson not to jio you out again? its the millionth time alr lor. i thought after the previous incident you'll feel bad and not reject me again then now you made me pon cross for nth!! fcuk la! i could have gone out with my og or cg lor! really thanks alot!

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

OG16 rocks (: 06S05 sucks ):

got the timetables today. damn sad la, no more og after fri alr. very few free periods lor.

oh man i wanna faster get my teeshirt. then i can leave sa.

math lecture, jas me and sheryl were damn high. kept drawing on each others paper. jas was super lame! haha. i wrote og16 rocks my socks and she put jaslyn's ass above rocks my socks. so i worte stinks beside it!

brunch was crap. we kept teasing nic about his *ehem* and his feng du. wahliao luke's chinese really cmi la. he kept asking whats feng du so sheryl and i translated it as wind attitude :D yay we rock.

econs. i slept ah! wah im like sleeping in every lecture. wth i really cmi in jc la.

lunch at toa payoh. chicken rice again cos that time sam dint get to eat. we koped 2 tables! lol like chinese new year dinner.

went back school to play bball! i seriously cnt shoot la. like since sec1 lol. and duno what happened to my stupid finger kena hit by sth then until now still haven heal ): now its so swollen!

halfway thru the game it started raining. so cute la the scene cos half of the court was raining and the other half wasnt. nic's dad fetched me and yx to mrt. his dad was quite fierce :X so i dint dare to talk. maybe cos nic's in boys school for 10 yrs then suddenly got 1 female friend then his dad not happy :X

went shena's house to borrow her guitar. her gig bag guitar case is nice! not like those boring black kinds. and her guitar is cool! red rocks :D

oh yes ytd! i cant believe i beat nic at pool 4 times!! and i won yx once. haha nis said i jinxed everyone -.- no lor must kao shi li! if i jinxed everyone then how come sam and des won me?

haha nic was in online mode ytd. i cant believe he actually said nobody will love an ugly giant. wth!!

and i still cant believe that ______'s eyecandy is _______!!! I CANT BELIEVE IT. 0.0

ah i laughed so much these few days i think i got abs already la.

i am very sure that i am NOT shy around guys but i just dont feel too comfortable around...some. and i hate the way pple stare when you're alone with a guy. wth is wrong man. WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS SOCIETY?

and its really hard to be close friends with attached guys. or rather, you will tend to drift apart when your guy friend gets attached. blah. sucks you know.

yay my blogging spree is back but ah i need to go off alr. so nights!

i miss og16 ):

sat

fun day! but sorry ying! i woke up at 12 so yup, sorry for making you wait!

met laopo dotter and the rest at yishun mrt to go to dan's house. then went ntuc to buy stuffs cos the stupid daniel dont allow us to drink alcohol! ):

as usual, we took eons.

sheryl and the rest came after that! and haha we got to know daniel's second scandal through he's council mates! lol michelle! how scandalous (:

played mahjong bridge and daidee. all i damn noob la so forget it. but at least i learnt the bridge game.

pizza! my love (: canadian is damn cheap! 2 large 2 regulars only for 4 bucks per person. i nv realised how cheap it was in the past cos its all deducted from class fund.

heart attack rocked. but there was too many pple la so everyone had to like dive to the middle. damn funny.

we extended our family! yay very confusing la but at least now im not the only child! luke's the rabbit! lol.

wahlao dan's council mates said this kinda family thingo very childish when they themselves admitted having played that too -.-

took lotsa photos! dan thought he was some ming xing or sth and asked everyone to take a solo pic with him -.-

woo the og is more bonded now! even the heck care nic too! yes yes yes!! our efforts are not wasted!

but the more bonded we are, the more i cant bear to leave.

wahlao guitar ensemble so ngeow one! must bring the own guitar. shit la.

and i just realised i havent had my dinner. shall go then.

grrrr.

decisions decisions.

sighs. one more day and og 16 will be seperated forever. i dont want! ):

if i dont get my subject combi or if there's no og 16 pple in my class then im gonna quit school.

but the longer i stay in sa, the more i bu she de to leave. even if i dont get to see my og mates in class, there's always lunch and free periods. but still, we wont be as close alr.

anyway, i have to leave sonner or later. wahlao gp you damn suck leh! all your fault that i have to leave.

poly open house soon. have to make a decision quick. sighs decisions decisions. now wanna jio dok for open house also diff lor, her commitments.. sighs. work, church..

why are there so many problems between us? first, it was the gals. now its your religion. im not discriminating or what but why is it chc?!?! we're totally drifting apart cos of your church!

i thought you would understand but.. nvm.

now i duno if i should go for hospi. i forgot who told me (i think its yane), with my this kinda attitude, i dont think i can survive in that industry lor.

sheesh. and i have 13 choices.

how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how how.

someone, anyone! tell me what should i do!!

first day of lectures

its official. og 16 are lousy organisers.

og outing became 1 day tour ard singapore. travelled like half the island. went cine for lunch at yoshi. im surprised many ppl nv eat yoshi before. haha they dont know what they're missing out in life (:

then took bus to marina south for bowling. haha took us like 30 mins to decide where to go. sighs. even when we were still in school we took 2 hrs to decide where to have lunch! omg. then when we finally reached marina south we changed our mind and wanted to watch the dark instead but the guys not on so in the end still dint.

bowling sucks la. i alr said im gutter queen. but anw duno what happened to my arm suddenly acute pain. nv happened before. and its not like i took a heavier ball la. oh whatever.

hj and sj totally gone mad at the bowling alley. they were hysterically laughing at yx whenever he finishes his throw. apparently the reason is: he runs like a child. haha! cnt help it what pple got kids le leh must learn to comunicate with them ma!

anyway i think my msgs died alr. 10 days only msged about 250 liao. shit. m1 plan sucks. so little free smses.

haha i think everyone gave up on the 17 guy alr. he dint seem so cute anymore.

anyways lectures. math was damn sian. but we thought that we can actually slp through the first lecture but haha! everyone was lost at the a+bi part.

og 16 was seperated at lecture. the gals were stoning and the guys duno do what la. gaying ard as usual i think.

cca talk. i wanna join band! ): gold with honours leh! i dont think they will want me lor. haha so many pple joining odac but must run 20 runs leh! crazy. i would have joined if not because of the rounds.

wahlao cross country. can dont go?

i feel damn -. the whole og's going out with their sec4 friends but mine all working! even if i ask -, she sure cancel again last min. forever one leh! ):

og convo's are always messy. duno who's talking to who. ah and my laopo very mushy ah! haha.

ah i need to go off. blog again.

tata.

bloody hell

wah liao you forever one lor. wtf. nvm la im used to it. i just dont know why do you have to do it everytime.

my god. how did they manage to tolerate you for so long?

you good. damn good. totally pissed me off. there goes my long-awaited day off from school.

sa

end of orientation! sth to be sad abt la but im happy that i dont have to reach home so late alr. anyways there's still another week of being in the og so i dont have to sad yet.

made lotsa friends! practically the whole og la, but there are some who are not so bonded. nvm there's still time!!

the orientation was fun. although the games were quite lame. but anw orientation was meant to have this kinda lame stuffs ma.

highlight of the week was ytd. had games again, dances and all.

finale was the best. disco dancing! jas was damn high. everyone else too la. riane and siewjing danced very well! jibin and huijuan constantly screaming too :) my daughter and laopo. haha so fast right. after only 4 days. or rather, 3.

captains ball was fun! but my team like not zai one leh. nv score. there was twice la but the ball went too high that i missed the ball :( sorry letters. im short la. nic is damn cool, sooo tall. he can block the ball from hj just by stretching out his hand!! so kong bu :X and i dint know the maris stella pple were called marists. i thought they were called stellas :X and oh jas' an amksian. i dint know it was pronounced as am-k-sian. damn coolies.

we rushed a thank you card for dan. very big. and he's so touched! yeah 16, we did it!

okay la enough of sa. clement!! yane!! i wanna play pool!! clement you better teach me how to play properly so that i can play with yixiang and sam. they are damn pro lor. i dont wanna remain as noob! jas hj jb shuanghong! lets jiayou together! get out of noobs society fast!

i love ivana! and i love og 16 even more :)