chem prac tmr :(

argh i wanna sue the yong bao ming tian scriptwriter! copyright ah! he/she stole my idea! cos when i was young i had this story in mind like this lady, she has some sort of congenial disease then nobody can donate the organ to her except 1 of her friend but the thing is they are not related. so her friend will marry her and donate the organ to her! shit la the scriptwriter! now i dont have any nice stories to write when i become a scriptwriter alr. and it was the best story i came up with! not that the rest are not nice la.

chem prac tmr :( and my hands are shivering now alr. too nervous i guess :(

the teachers are quite nice actually, they all offered us umbrellas especially during the rainy season now. like mrs mok and mr yeo. but i dont dare to borrow from mr yeo alr cos his umbrella super ultimate kuku one :P

argh im getting all the stress from everyone. like thay all expect me to maintain my standard or even get full marks. shit la.

flora's comfirm going rj leh. so cool. and her L1R5 is like below 10 lor. damn cool.

gtg stupid sis wanna play maple :(

byebye.

wishlist

- ashlee simpson's album
- mayday's album
- box with proper lock
- tarepanda!
- fox/nb/TOPSHOP jacket!
- kino membership card
- forever 21/topshop accesories
- green sport shoes
- adidas shoes
- lime green clearfile
- MORE JEANS
- douyu 2 vcd
- white polo tee
- black pants
- brown pants
- white pants
- dirty dancing 2 vcd
- mean girls vcd
- k750i!!
- ipod nano!!
- olympus miu mini!!
- ferrarri laptop!!
- us to be back to normal
- happiness

sorry seems to be the hardest word.

ahhahahaha im so in love with ron ng!! ah he's soooooo cute! :D and he just signed a contract with some record company. hahaa cnt wait for his album :D

oh yummy yummy is so damn nice. i thought it'll be all about food but no. turns out its actually a show about friendship. even the theme song is nice :D

sth funny happened on thurs lunch with qs and mr yeo.

the 3 of us ordered chicken rice and i think qs ordered an extra bowl of rice. then he offered to mr yeo and mr yeo pushed it back. then it was like you eat la, no you eat! that kinda thing. i was thinking its like a game of table tennis :D then they finally agreed to share -.-

and the 3 of us have the same way of eating chicken rice. haha i just thought it was amusing. but the more amusing thing was when we were ordering drinks. qs ordered first so he said teh c then it was my turn teh c beng then mr yeo teh beng. i know it might not sound funny but its like a you-should-have-been-there kinda thing.

THEN! cos ms tan asked us to help her buy teh o back to school. then when we reached coffee shop we forgot what she wanted. teh o or teh c. then mr yeo said that most prob its teh o la. then qs and i keep teasing him. lol mr yeo is so funny.

then francis teo asked mr yeo to buy chicken rice back for him. the auntie said mei you ji xong le leh. zhi you ji tui he ji wei. so mr yeo ordered ji tui. then i told him why give him ji tui? give him ji wei ma! best is give ji bi gu. then mr yeo lol and threatened to tell him. then he dapaoed chinese tea for him too so i asked why the colour so weird one? and mr yeo said is chinese tea. then i told him no wonder la. weird teacher drink weird tea. and he threatened me somemore :(

mr yeo is nice la. we sort of had a career talk. haha but i dint think it was enough cos we had to go back soon COS OF FRANCIS TEO'S CHICKEN RICE :( tsk him la.

but anyway it was a day i really enjoyed. crapping with the jialun hamham loi qs sc they all.

ive strained my eyes alot today. sighs.

i want mayday's album!

i know i wont miss my classmates or even my schoolmates. there's no one worth missing at all. i mean so what if i miss them. they all have their own cliques and all. and now maybe i dont feel a thing at all. too numb i guess. and i wont pretend like i care anymore.

i did this quiz on a mag at a clinic. its like to find out which clique you belong to. theres the outcaster, the popular kids, the geeky nerds and the mischief makers. and guess which one i belong to. i thought i'd be the outcaster but turns out im a mischief maker! haha.

something happened which made me thought of the 2 of them. WHY IS EVERYONE SO BITCHY AND SCHEMING AND ALL. URGH.

give up. and im off to mug. byebye.

practicals oh practicals

chem prac on tues!

chem prac on tues. ARGH I MUST GET FULL MARKS!! i must not fail mr yeo!! hmm actually i just wanna show him that i can do better than seumas!! biasness.

went samuel and kevin just now and OMG! the cashiar was damn cute! :D like matsumoto jun, the kindaichi guy! argh i cnt stop thinking about it. anw he was funny la. cos i bought 30 bucks worth of stuff, then he scan everything, put them in the bag and said that would be a total of $50. (cos maybe he saw the $50 bill i was holding) so i opened my eyes wide. then he also realised his mistake and said oh sorry sorry its $30. lol

i realised i have dandraff again. and i only have it when im too stressed up like during midyrs. and im having it now again. sheesh i must stop stressing myself up.

went mjc open house on fri and i saw jialin!! and pris gan. and xiuqi. and vanessa. but i think only jialin recognises me. and i saw that guy who sat in front of me during sec1 but he transferred school and i rmbr him cos he always push his chair behind until it hit my table! asshole. so what if transfer to acs? in the end you still end up going to mjc open house! same as me lor, please.

mj's band totally rock! my god i so wanna join but i'll be like damn lag unless someone gives me a crash course now.

i soo miss weishan! and jessy and yile! when i saw them outside co storeroom i also cried! lol cnt believe how weak i am.

plans for tmr:
1. tuition.
2. geog-environmental degradation (ANNA NG REPLY MY SMS!!)
3. ss-sbq!!

and i think i cnt even finish no.2 for goodness sake.
im feeling very sleepy and urgent now so i think i gtg alr. byebye.

global warming.

read today's straits times. the global temperature had just increased by 0.47 degrees. sounds like little? its actually quite significant cos by 2100, it'll be 31.5. by then, you'll not be able to een hold a peice of chocolate without melting. guess you'll have to eat in the fridge. nominated mp geh min said, "we are all familiar with the ridiculous situation where air-conditioned offices are so cold that we need to wear cardigans and shawls indoors." hi^5.

am i a born enviromentalist or what? nah kidding.

1 week of coaching gone just like that. and ive not been treasuring the time. sheesh. if only, if only she's still talking. if only i could still study with her. if only she would.

god, i miss her.

went library and borrowed this book fall out. needless to say, it totally reflected what happened to us. except it was worse cos it invovled their parents. but still, at least the other main character initiated the reconcile BECAUSE SHE MISSED HER TOO.

i'd initiate it too if it wasnt for the 2 of them. since she dint need me, then i guess it'd be useless.

there are bound to be problems in a frenship. i think that wad makes the frenship stronger is the will to overcome all difficulties and to come out of it all unscathed but closer. but sometimes, closeness can bring about unpredictable problems too. like being too close leads to less private space and there will be expectations of the other party. and if that expectation is not fulfilled, one gets sad.

got this from ger's blog. i agree with everything except i feel tt problems and hard times do not make the friendship stronger. it weakens the bond instead of strengthening it. at least for me. sigh.

im sorry i had to break that promse i made. about never typing sad stuffs on my blog again. but.. im sorry.

thank god for jialin. or else i wouldnt have known about them. my god she's such a hypocrite. actually even without jialin i'd still find out eventually. rmbr when i was quite suddenly during math 1 day? she accidentally comfirmed my suspicion. should i say thanks?

i feel sorry for anna. but i cnt do anything for her. shit im so useless. and i duno how to console her. sorry i suck at consolling pple.

winnie ah! get well soon okay? i think you look at me too much alr thats why got infection :X

back to chem!

coaching :D

i know i might sound crazy but i actually like coaching! its fun in a way la. like it sort of resembles options, psle coaching, home-room system. haha cos i like taking my bag and travelling ard the school!

6/1 reunion at the end of the year. ah duno if i should go or not :X

oh yea yize they all said that they're gonna teach me ride. trails thats it. but it'll be ex la. cnt really afford the bikes and stuffs. but yize says he's gonna lend me his but still, he's like 15 cm taller then me pls. ive been considering for like 2 weeks but i still couldnt make up my mind. argh well, shall decide again.

to ride or not to ride, that is the question. lmao

anw yane and i want to go clubbing!! but ll says wait till you're 18 cos only mos' age limit is 16 lor. then she said mos is very luan4 as in there's lots of kids there. yah even the 15 yr old ppl can enter lor. cos they know ppl there. in that case whats the age limit for?

i hate eng coaching and i hate melison see! clement and i were sleeping then melison see walked in so charles woke me up. then she started nagging what dont sleep in class blah blah blah. as if you nv sleep in class before lor. -roll eyes-

and i realised i dont have a single block with shena. and im seeing charles and clement every block!! argh im going bonkers.

shall return to st hilda's eng paper. sighs its damn boring la. like who wants to read abt india's child labour lor. anw better get going. byebye.

and i will not be tempted to blog anymore! i wish.

hongkong hongkong hongkong!!

opps sorry bz for not being able to update this few days cos i duno what happened to my bloody com. i even have to use my dad's.

anw reviews! i like. cos of the "united-ness" of our cohort. like you know, everyone sitting tgt unlike when we were having prelims, where we were sitted according to index numbers. but why cant we have the hall instead of sac? i swear the bloody aircon was out to freeze me to death. and the english teachers had to take their own sweet time going thru the papers.

went studying with yuanlin ytd. well she was the one studying. i was there talking to her. haha sorry yah cos i only planned to start studying after reviews. but yl said sth which was damned enlightening. although i cant relate to her, huda can. haha i think only i know what that means. but anw it was thanks to huda that i finally understand everything. i shall thank her the next time i see her although she'll most probabaly go huh.

sighs. im freaked out by the stuffs happening recently. i know they're not true and its not possible that they're actually happening but i hope that im just being paranoid.

sth stupid happened just now when i was abt to brush my teeth. i was a bit still sleepy so i look the facial foam which was on my right hand side (the toothpaste was on the left) and squeezed on the toothbrush. my god i was so freaked out that i washed my toothbrush hard for 15 mins but i dint dare to use it anymore i used my sis'. it was a bit unhygenic la but yucks. imagine brushing your teeth with facial foam. urgh.

I BOUGHT BOA'S GIRLS ON TOP! woohoo! rocks. but her new hairstyle looks a bit like kaising's. not used to it.

decided. gonna dress as jaz's prince. er crazy right? but if i duno what to wear or who to go with, i'd rather not go. now the only thing i have to worry is what hairstyle and shoes i have to wear.

i sooooo wanna go hongkong to shop!! argh!!